You Can Cry All You Want To, I Don't Care

I let out a choked off sob as my stomach churns again and Frank leaves the bed before coming back a few seconds later with shoes on, scooping me into his arms again and I try to curl up, embarrassed beyond belief as Frank carries me through the apartment and we pass Ian in the hallway on our way to the door. "What the hell happened?" He asks and Frank says "I fucked up. I think he has a concussion, I have to get him to the hospital." "M fine" I try to tell him but Frank says "Shut the fuck up Gee you're not fine, you hit your head and got dizzy and almost passed out and then you vomited, you are not fucking fine and you are going to the hospital." I start to cry again as he starts to walk, Ian coming with us and as we get onto the street Ian hails us a cab as Frank looks down at me in his arms and says "Baby please don't cry, I'm sorry I yelled at you. I'm just so fucking scared right now, I hurt you so badly and I was scared of this happening and...." "I hit my own head, it wasn't your fault." Ian manages to get us a cab and helps us in before climbing in himself and I say "You don't have to...." "It's alright, you guys are clearly shaken up by whatever happened.....what did happen by the way?" I feel my face flush as Frank looks at me, his eyebrows raised as he silently asks if he should tell. "We got rough, too rough, that's all I'm going to say." Ian chuckles and I curl up on Franks lap, burying my face in his neck and I let my eyes slip shut. I'm almost asleep when Frank shakes me and says "No baby you can't go to sleep, that would be really bad. Please wake up." I let out a groan of displeasure and Ian laughs before saying "Gee we're almost there."

Once we get to the hospital Frank and Ian help me out of the cab and I fight against Franks hold. "I can walk, I didn't break my legs" I snap, feeling increasingly annoyed that he's making me see a doctor and once I'm on my feet I take one step and my knees buckle, the sidewalk rushing towards my face and both Ian and Frank grab me, Franks arms wrapping around my waist as he pulls me back against his chest. "Yeah you look perfectly fine" he says sarcastically and I try to push him away, my head starting to spin again. "Fuck you" I spit at him and I try to step away again but he won't let go. "Babe lets not do this here and now, please just let me help you" Frank says as he scoops me into his arms again and the three of us enter the emergency department. Once the doctor comes out to see me Frank and Ian help me into the exam room and the doctor tells Frank and Ian to leave. Once they're gone the doctor asks what happened and I say "I hit my head and then I vomited and almost passed out." He nods and asks where I hit it and as I lift my hand to point the doctors eyes widen and he says "Mr Iero what happened to your wrists? Did this happen at the same time?" I look down seeing both my wrists are black and purple, feeling heat rush to my face and the doctor says "Mr Iero do you have other injuries? What happened to you?" I let out a small sigh before saying "My husband and I got a little rough and I hit my head. Do I have a concussion or not?" "Your husband did this to you? Mr Iero that's....." "It was consensual, please just do your job and look at my head." The doctor looks shocked but remains silent after that aside from asking medical related questions which I answer yes or no to and he concludes that i don't have a concussion but they want me to stay overnight for observation. The doctor calls for a nurse and I am taken to a room for the night, Frank and Ian coming in soon after and I cross my arms over my chest and say "I'm fine, can you get them to let me go home?" Frank lets out a sigh and says "Babe if you're here you clearly need to be so you're staying." I huff out an angry breath and Ian stands up from his chair. "I'm gonna head guys, you clearly need to be alone right now. I'll see you both tomorrow, feel better Gee." Once he's gone I turn my attention to Frank and my anger cracks, the shaken up, scared feeling inside me that I was trying to mask breaking through and I start to cry, burying my face in my hands. A second later the bed dips as Frank climbs up beside me, wrapping his arms around me and pulling me into his side and I bury my face in his neck as I sob. "Baby baby baby" he coos as he brings one hand up to gently stroke my hair. "I'm so sorry baby" he says softly and I shake my head as I sob out "It's not....it wasn't your fault and it's not because of what we did I just.....I was so scared that something bad was going to happen and I was scared to be without you and....." "Shh Shh baby you're ok, you're gonna be ok and we're just fine." "I love you Frankie and I'm sorry." "I love you too and no sorry's. You didn't do anything wrong." I shift around and we make ourselves comfortable, my head resting on Franks chest as I say "Will you stay with me?" "Of course my love" he tells me and I smile, wrapping my arm around his waist. "So you liked it right?" He asks and I smile wider as I say "Yeah I really really liked it. It was hot just maybe next time we should do it on the bed." Frank chuckles before saying "Next time?" "Well you liked it right?" "Of course babe, I fucking loved it." I snuggle further into his chest and say "Thank you for doing this for me" before I let my eyes drift shut and I fall asleep, Franks heart beat calming me down.

Notes

Hospital trip afterwards also based on real experience : P