Perfect

Once i calmed down i knocked on Mikey’s door seeing a tear stained Jason at the door i huffed and brought him into a hug “what’s wrong?” i ask in a soft manor nuzzling my nose into his hair he just shook his head pulling me into a tighter hug
“come on let’s go talk” i say pulling away to close the door, Jason and I walk into the empty living room where there is a empty bowl and the TV on “d-dad” a small voice come from behind me i turn to see Jason curled up on the couch, glassy eye’d and staring at nothing, walking over there was heart break i’d never seen him so low
“Jason..please”
“m-my best friend killed himself tonight, he. He was so happy, he kept me happy i..loved him” the last part turned into a loud sob Jason sink into himself rocking back and forth i quickly pulled him into me holding onto his shaking body tight
“i’m so sorry baby” i whispered wanted to cry because seeing my baby heart broken was not what i ever wanted to see “do you know why?” i asked “n-no i don’t i got a phone call from his mom asking where he was and that there was a note for her saying she’ll never see him again and that he is sorry and loves her then...then she-she said he left me one too” his voice craked “oh hun my little baby” i huffed kissing his head “dad i love him so much i was going to tell him tomorrow at school b-but” “i know, love sucks when the other one is taken away” i sniffed tears roll down my cheeks into Jason’s hair.

After calming him down his breathing slowed down i look at him seeing his eyes closed, getting off of the couch i bridal carry him to the spare room placing him on the bed throwing the cover over him and kiss him on the forehead, i creep out and go back to down stairs, i finally get comfortable until the phone rings, i picked it up pressing the answer button and put it to my ear
“Gerard?!” a shaky voice shouts to me
“Frank?” i frown “what do you want?” i grunt
“is Jason okay, i saw the news an-and”
“He’s fine he’s asleep but listen i’m sorry for the way i reacted before”
“n-no really it’s okay, may i ask why you ran away though?”
“um no but i think you need to talk to Jason, he’s in a bad place right now and as you’re his therapist i think it’s best”
“of course but could i asked the topic”
“um, has he mentioned the name of his best friend?”
“oh carl yes, why?”
“well, Jason got a phone call from Carl’s mother and well. Carl committed suicide tonight, turns out Jason is in love with him but obviously it’s too late” i huffed rubbing my forehead while walking back and forth around the room
“damn, i-i’ll try, he had mentioned he has had some thoughts about his sexuality but i can’t tell you more, of course legal reason’s”
“i get it, i just can’t believe it, he never even got to tell him how he felt, kinda runs in the family huh” i regretted was i said in an instant, there was an awkward pause before Frank spoke “listen i have to go, i’ll try to come over tomorrow around 12pm that’s when Taylor’s out on business till 6”
“okay?”
“goodbye Gee” he spoke softly
I smile at the name and reply with “good night Frank i lo-i hope you sleep well” i sigh and hang up what the fuck did i almost say.

As soon as i hung up Mikey walked through the door holding a large bag with arched sides and gray in the middle, he turned to lock the door once he had done, he turned setting the back gently on the floor he looked up and saw me his eyes widened
“what you got there?” i asked crossing my arms
“we..Jason told me about Carl and well i thought he could use a friend so..” Mikey smiled leaning down unzipping the bag he crouched down and gently pulled out a small puppy that was whining quietly guessing it was scared, “i thought it’d at least cheer him up a little” he smiling handing the puppy to me, it just laid still in my arms i pulled it to my chest hushing it “got a name?” Mikey asked
“no, let Jason do it” i smiled walking away back to the stairs kissing the small puppies head hushing it quietly, i opened Jason’s door seeing him curled up under the sheets, i smiled to myself remembering when he use to do that while i was with Reece, in the middle of the night i’d cuddle him until i fell asleep until Reece changed his mind and locked our door so i couldn’t go out till morning, i walked over to Jason and placed the puppy under the sheet with him, she automatically curled into his side, i quickly ran to Mikey and grabbed the bag and went to set in into Jason’s room in the corner of the room nearest to his bed, i looked back at Jason when i heard a groan seeing puppy licking his nose, i laughed a little shaking my head and walked out the room closing the door, I shouted good night to Mikey and headed to my own room, i stripped down to my shirt and boxers climbing into bed a drifting off it’s been a long ass day.

I shot out of my sleep when i heard a scream coming from Jason’s room i run out the door seeing Mikey hunching over the wall laughing his ass off, “IT’S NOT FUNNY!” Jason shouted from the bathroom “oh my god” Mikey laughed harder “what’s going on?” i questioned “puppy left a little surprise on Jason’s floor “i don’t know wether to hate that thing or hug it” Jason hollered coming out of the bathroom
“why do we have a dog?” he asked, his eye’s were still red a swollen he looked pale then usual and his once green eye’s were now empty with no light “well your uncle thought you’d be upset to he got you a pug puppy, we still need to name her” Jason looked at Mikey and hugged him “thank you” he muffled against his shirt
“s’okay kiddo” he smiled stroking his hair
“come let’s eat then get the puppy some food, pee mats and toy huh?” Jason let go of Mikey and nodded, “i kinda like ell or ellie” Jason suddenly “i like it” Mikey said calmly, once we got to the kitchen the puppy came running in with her paws, Jason laughed it was nice seeing him smile, “so ell or ellie?” i asked while putting three mug on the kitchen side “ell” Jason smiled
“once were done we can go get ell’s things but first Mikey go clean up the door shit” i asked
“why me!” he winned
“hey hey, you got her go clean her shit up”
“she Jason’s!” he shouted
“yeah until this morning she’s your’s when it comes to shit so go clean that fucking shit” i scold
“pfft fine” he sulked
“Mikey you’re 26 year’s old stop moaning!” i shouted
“fuck you” he shouted back causing me to laugh
“yano we need to live some where else”
“i do “i nodded to Jason “well begin later but for now go get ready for school”
“uh fine!!” he moaned walking back to his room, i smiled to myself pouring my coffee

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