Perfect

We sat there for a while looking at each other i felt like like it did 13 years ago, before my secret, before jason, it felt like we were just a loved up married couple but i knew in my heart it wasn’t ment to be, Frank was happily in love with Taylor and me..i have nobody besides my son who i can’t even protect properly, i’m fit to be a parent, i knew that it was Frank who wanted a child not me, i love Jason to death but i was true
‘um Frank?’ i said breaking my gaze from him and to my hands
‘yeah?’
‘about. About Jason do you think maybe-maybe he could live with you guys?’ my voice shook as i felt a lump in my throat
‘uh why i mean sure’
‘just until i get on my feet, i need to get a job and find an apartment’ i began to stand til Frank grabbed my wrist
‘stay with us, we have room’
‘no! No i don’t think that’s appropriate’ i smiled weakly pulling my wrist away from his hand
‘you’re right, but uh tell Jason to come over tomorrow Taylor could pick him up if that’s okay with you?’ frank smiled
‘yeah just keep an eye on him he’s my everything i can’t lose him’ i said rubbing my nose
‘i know Gerard’ the left side of his mouth twitched
‘stay a while? Please Taylor with be home soon’ he stood up next to me a little too close
‘um sure, i just gotta go to the bathroom’
Frank nodded and i walked into the hall and opened a few doors i came to a door that was slightly open out of curiosity i peeked through, i was bright pink, with lace covers on the bed and fair lights around the white spiral headboard, white blind shutters and a doll house, i was a room fit for a little girl, i frowned to myself and walked back out the hall, i finally found the bathroom and locked it as soon as i shut it, i dug through my pockets, they were Reece’s pants to they gotta have some kind of drug in them, i found nothing
‘fuck’ i whispered to myself
i was startled when i heard a knock on the door
‘Gerard are you okay?’ Frank called
‘y-yeah i’m f-fine’ i sounded out of breath
‘Taylor’s home he want’s to see you’ he replied
‘o-okay’
Fuck sake really i have to meet his boyfriend this is great, i cleaned up the small specks of powder and unlocked the door fixing myself rubbing my nose making sure i was fine
I walked back into the living room seeing the man from the picture
He turned around and saw me, he stood up quickly smiling
‘you must be Gerard, i’m Taylor’ he smiled holding a hand out
I shock it and sat down, frank came out with glasses of water and set them down, he placed the last one of the coffee table but slipped spilling the smallest drop onto Taylors gray suit pants, he stood up fast i looked at frank his eye’s were wide and he turned pale
‘Taylor i’m so sorry’ he gasped
Taylor laughed in a fake manor ‘it’s fine i’ll go change’
‘o-okay’ frank nodded and followed him into the bedroom
I heard a thump coming from the room, i stood up and went into the hall again, a room at the end of hall was slightly open next to the girl’s room, i walked over slowly and looked through, Taylor leaning over Frank who was currently on the floor in a fetal position , Taylor had his back to him undoing his tie and began to take off his shirt, my eyes widened at the scar across his chest i pulled away and walked faster the the living room and sat down, as soon as i did Frank came out looking scared he bent over to clean the mess but winced as he did
‘i’ll do it’ i said softly
‘no you’re our guest let Frankie do it he can manage’
Taylor’s voice boomed as he walked in and sat next to me
Frank nodded and continued once Frank was in the kitchen Taylor placed his hand on my thigh
‘Frank told me you were looking for a job?’ Taylor said naturally
‘yeah i am, why?’
‘one of the men from my place had a slight accident and a room shall we say just opened up’
‘how’s the pay?’ i asked ignoring his seductive tone
‘depends on how good you are at the activity’s’ he smirked
‘what even is it’
‘well, lets just say you meet different people and they asked you if you can do things they can’t do right and you get paid simple’
‘i’ll pass thank you’
‘oh come o-’
Taylor stopped talked when frank came back and sat next to him Taylor let go of my thigh and sat normally
‘Frank don’t you think that’s a little shaggy to where around out guest?’ Taylor point out his clothes he was wearing jean’s and long sleeved dark green shirt
‘i-i think it’s just fine’ Frank mumbled
‘yes for a homeless man go change’ Taylor chuckled to himself i just smiled to be polite Frank stood up and went to change
‘now about the job, it’s good pay 500 to 2,000 dollars 6 days a week’ he begged
‘why do you want me to work for you?’ i asked
‘because’ Taylor smirked moving closer to me
‘you’re sexy’ he kissed my cheek
‘you’re beautiful’ he then went lower and kissed my jaw
‘and’ he went to my neck
‘i hear you’re amazing in the sack’ he licked my neck and began to suck
‘g-get off of me’ i pushed him away whipping his spit off of my neck
‘seriously?’ Taylor chuckled
‘yes, stay away from me’ i backed up and walked to the front door
‘Gerard?’ i heard frank question i looked over to him
‘Jason isn’t coming near you or him again, stay away’ i hissed at him walking out to the cold street tears slipping down my face.

Notes

Ooo why is there a little girl's room
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