Perfect

I rushed around the place collecting mine and Jason’s clothes, just as i zipped up the suit cases there was a rattle of key’s i quickly shoved the suit case under the bed and ran out the room into the kitchen pretending i finished the cleaning, the door shut and Jason’s voice called down the hall,
“oh thank god it’s you” i put my hand on my chest smiling
“did he come back?” Jason whispered
“no nothing all day, i called your uncle he’s going to be here soon, our things are packed”
“okay great oh here” Jason dug through his pocket and pulled out a piece of paper
“whats this?” i said i held out my hand and took it from his
“my school councilor gave me his number he said if anything happens call or text him”
“okay?”
Jason smiled and walked into his bedroom once the coast was clear i ran into mine and to my draws i pulled out the old picture of me and Frank on our wedding i smiled to myself stroking over his body my eyes began to water,
“dad Mikey’s here” Jason called
“okay!” i called back i folded up the picture and put in into my back pocket and whipped my eyes, i left my keys on the dresser and pulled out the suit case
“ready?” i huffed as i walked down to the door

The car ride was silent, awkward ‘how have you been’s’ and ‘what’s been happened?’ i just ignored it and told him i’d tell him later without jason, i heard a phone beep and jason smiled to his self texting back
“whats so funny?” i nudged his armed
“frank, he told me he almost burned his kitchen down and tripped over his dog” jason giggled
I felt my stomach drop, frank? Is it THE frank i love? It couldnt be, frank must be dead by now with the route he was taking, i shook my head and realized i blanked out
“gee you okay?” mikey asked
“uh yeah yeah i’m cool “ i smiled my eyes watering i sniffed and looked out the window

When we got to mikey’s i went into the spare room and began to unpack,
I was about to leave but just as i was going to my phone rang
“hello?”
‘WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU!” reece shouted down the phone
“why?” i said ignoring his tone
“WHY!? BECAUSE I HAVE 2 MEN HERE WHO PAYED TO FUCK YOU! GET HOME NOW!!!” he screamed
“how about you get fucked, YOU get raped and treated like a whore, you DONT own my and YOU can stay away from my son and me” i hissed down the phone he didn’t say a word all i could hear was breathing
“well guess what gerard, you werent the only one i own, your son has a sweet little ass i could just on all day” i could hear the venom in his voice
“stay away from my son, youre lying” tears running down my face
“oh baby if i am go ask him your self, his ass was so much tighter when he was 5” i could hear him smiling
“no youre lying!” i covered my mouth muting my whimpered
“ha goodbye baby” he laughed and hung up
I melted to the floor screaming and sobbing, i listened to loud and fast foot steps
“gerard whats happened?” mikey said he fell to his knees and i latched myself to him, i cried into his shoulder, mikey started to rock me side to side hushing me
“whats happened” he whispered
“reece called, he-he was doing the things he did to me but longer” i cried hugging him tighter
“im going to fucking kill him! How long?” mikey hissed
“for 10 years” i sobbed
“a fucking 5 year old1 are you serious!” he shouted
“mikey please calm down” i sniffed
“dad?” jason asked standing in the door way
“why jason? Why didnt you tell me?” i said i stood up walking over to him, jason stepped back a little, i stopped in my tracks i had to remember he was fragile and small
“what?” he laughed i could tell he was facking hit
“my partner touched my little baby and i didnt see the signs1 why didnt you say anything!” i cried
“because you wouldnt believe me! You wouldnt believe that pa was touching me i knew you wouldnt believe it!”
“HE’S NOT YOUR FATHER!!!!” my eyes widened as i realized what i said
“what?” he began crying
I sniffed and pulled out the picture, i shoved it in his chest
He opened the picture and gasped “f-frank” he whispered
“who?” i asked
“n-nothing i gotta go” jason ran down the stairs
“jason where are you going!” i called out from the stairs
“away!” he called out

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