Hey Mr. Way

Me and Gerard were in the car and I decided to break the silence. I had a couple of questions I've been meaning to ask him for a while now and I decided that I couldn't hold them back any longer.
'' Gerard? '' I asked nervously.
'' What is it Frankie? '' Gerard said sweetly, the tone of voice in itself giving me enough courage to carry on with what I was saying.
'' I just...well I've been meaning to ask you this for a while now, so uh basically, i-if they find my mum, then should I tell her about..you? Like about our relationship? Or should I keep it a secret? And if I'm gonna keep it as a secret then what am I supposed to say when I move out? ''
'' Frankie I don't think it's a great idea telling your mum about us two. I'm not sure what kind of a mum she is, but if I was in your situation and I was the 15 year old telling my mum that I'm dating a teacher, my mum wouldn't take it so well. Maybe tell her when you're a bit older, when you're 18 and you're an adult, when you can do what you want and be incharge of yourself, does that seem okay to you? '' Gerard said.
'' Yeah, thanks Gerard, '' I smiled as we pulled up and went inside his house.
'' What should I say to her when I move out and into your house though? '' I asked.
Just then the phone rang and Gerard shot me a knowing look. He always knew what I was thinking, I was thinking about it being social services ringing up about my mum. I suddenly felt this...sinking feeling in my heart, and a wave of sickness washed over me. It suddenly hit me that I didn't want to leave Gerard's house, I wanted to live there forever, this place...it felt like home now, I didn't want to go anywhere. I wobbled a bit, going all dizzy and fell onto the sofa, tears welling up in my eyes. I felt ill still, the feeling of sickness getting stronger and stronger until I realised that I was actually about to throw up. At this point Gerard had already answered the phone, but I hadn't been paying any attention to the coversation so I had no idea what was going on or who it could be on the other end. I pulled myself off the couch too quickly, in a rush to get to the bathroom, and my head went light again. I stumbled my way to the bathroom, flicking on the light on the way and knealt down next to the toilet and opened the lid, waiting to throw up.
'' S-shit, '' I muttered to myself as I felt my head to dizzy again. My hearing started to go aswell, leaving me being able to hear nothing but a loud ringing in my ears, then next to go was my eyesight, I couldn't see much apart from blackness and those swirly patterns you can see when you close your eyes really tightly and look at the sun or poke your fingers in your eyes when they're closed. Yeah, I know, I had a weird childhood of poking my eyes when I was bored to see the different patterns.
I started wretching, but not throwing anything up, which was very painful for my stomach. I groaned as I wretched again and then Gerard burst through the door.
'' Hey hey Frankie baby, shhh it's okay, you're alright, Gerard's here now babe, '' Gerard soothed me as I finished almost being sick and fell backwards. Luckily Gerard was there to catch me or else I'd have hit my head on the hard floor.
'' Frankie, Frankie, what are we gonna do with you? '' Gerard joked softly, shaking his head slightly. To my relief, my hearing and vision had both come back.
'' I'm sorry, '' I sighed.
'' No no, it's not your fault sweety, what happened? ''
'' I started panicking when you got the phone call then I felt sick and dizzy then I came in here and started wretching and my vision went black and my hearing went so all I could hear was a loud ringing in my ears. ''
'' I think you were about to faint, '' Gerard replied, picking me up and taking me back into the living room, laying me on the sofa.
'' The phone call? '' I asked, preparing myself mentaly for something I didn't want to hear.
'' Ohhh, Frankie... they still haven't found your mum...but the reason they rang up, is that they've found your dad. He's at the police station now, they're going to arrest him Frankie, I promise,'' Gerard said, holding my hand.
'' God fucking damnit! I have so many mixed emotions at the moment. I just want my fucking mum back, I want her to be okay, I wanna know she's safe. Fucking hell what's wrong with this messed up piece of shit of a world! I hate this whole place, I swear to fucking god, Gerard you're the only thing in my fucking life worth living for, THE ONLY FUCKING THING. There's not one other thing in this entire fucking planet worth me living for, '' I shouted, tears streaming down my face as I gripped onto Gerard's hand tightly.
'' Frank calm down please, it's not doing you any good stressing out like this, please. Just breathe Frankie, breathe. In, out, in, out, in, out. Okay baby? Keep breathing, just concentrate on breathing, '' Gerard said, those couple of sentences managing to calm me down.

Notes

Sorry I haven't updated in ages guys x