Hey Mr. Way

I sighed quietly in defeat before turning around, and wiping the tears from my face, to see Gerard stood at the other end of the hall, looking lost and hopeless. I feel bad for being so mad at him but seriously, he knows how badly Tyler treats me already and this was not exactly any help towards it. At all.
'' My classroom, '' his voice was all but a whisper. I stared at him coldly, showing him I wasn't in any way doing this out of my own choice, but more the fact that he was telling me what to do. Once I got inside, with Gerard following me in, he asked me to sit down.
'' No. I'm not fucking staying for that long, '' I scowled.
'' Frank I'm sorry I took it too far-''
'' No shit. Look just fucking leave me alone Gerard, '' I said, trying to get past him. He blocked the doorway.
'' Stop acting so stubborn, Frank, please. ''
'' Stop acting so stupid, and start thinking things through first, before you take shit too far.''
'' It was an accident! ''
'' Oh so you accidentally made me go underneath your desk and suck you off during class.''
Gerard's face fell and he gulped. He looked to the floor as the first tear started to fall.
'' Don't guilt trip me, Gerard. It wont work, I'm much stronger than that.''
'' Frankie-''
'' Just let me leave. ''
'' I can't.''
'' This could be classed as keeping me hostage, now move.''
Gerard started crying even more. Truth be told, I was feeling pretty guilty for making him cry, but it was his fault in the first place. Gerard stepped away from the door and I walked out straight away, slamming it behind me. I heard it open again when I hadn't even made it five steps away. I purposefully chose to ignore it and carried on walking, knowing full well that Gerard was there because I could hear his sniffling.
'' Frankie come back, '' he choked out. I slowed my pace to a stop and turned around.
'' Why should I? I don't think you realise what you could have done, '' I replied coldly before once again turning and walking away from him.
When I got home, my mum wasn't in, so I let myself in with my key and went straight up to my room. Of course when I checked my phone I had over 20 texts and loads of missed calls, all from Gerard.
Frank: You don't fucking realise what problems you could have caused
Gerard: Baby please! I'm sorry! I know I was wrong
Frank: Why the fuck should I forgive you?
Gerard: Because I love you!
Frank: You could have gotten yourself in jail for this.
Gerard: I don't care, as long as I have you.
Gerard: Frankie, can I call you?
Frank: whatever
I answered Gerard's call and immediately heard him crying.
'' I love you Frankie please, I'm so sorry! '' he cried.
'' What if Tyler had forced me to tell him? We'd have been caught, you'd have been fired and arrested, and I don't even know what would have happened to me, '' I felt tears welling up in my eyes. Of course I didn't want this. I wanted none of this arguing but I couldn't do anything about what had happened.
'' But Frankie it didn't happen! ''
'' It could have though, Gerard. ''
'' Please I'm sorry! ''
'' Let me have some time to think, some time alone, to think weather I can forgive you or not.''
'' And what if you don't forgive me? Does that mean we're...over? After all this?''
'' I said let me have some time, don't rush me with this or you might not like the outcome.''
'' Okay. Bye, I love you Frankie. ''
I hung up without saying anything else and threw my phone across my room so it hit the wall at the other side and the back and battery fell out. I had no idea if the screen had cracked and I didn't even care to be honest.
I curled up on my bed, kicking my shoes off. I felt pretty sleepy, so I closed my eyes and started to think about everything, and soon enough I was crying myself to sleep.

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