Hey Mr. Way

I hadn't even made it to my own front door by the time I felt tears welling up in my eyes. I'm so pathetic, honestly. I already missed Gerard tons and he hadn't even driven away yet. Before I stepped inside I glanced over and sure enough his car was still parked there, and I could see him through the front window watching me. I managed a small smile and a wave, and he managed just about the same back. My heart ached and I felt so upset that our amazing, perfect weekend was over. I honestly wish it had lasted forever. I sighed as I walked into my house, my mum rushing out of the living room smiling.
'' Frankie dear! How was your weekend? '' ugh. She's such a mother. Well, she is my mum, but still.
'' It was great, mum, '' I said, forcing a smile as I tried to stop myself from crying at least until I got to my room where I was alone.
'' You had fun? ''
'' Yeah, mum. I have homework that I have to do, so... I better go,'' I edged away towards the stairs, hoping she'd just let me go.
'' Sure thing, sweetie. I'll call you down for lunch when it's ready. ''
I faked yet another smile and turned, jogging up the stairs and pulling the ladder down to climb to my attic bedroom. As soon as I was in there and alone I couldn't hold back my tears anymore. They slid silently down my cheeks as I felt my chest tighten.
I really badly wanted to text him, but I didn't want to seem too clingy. I'd spent my entire weekend with him, and he needs time alone to do his marking and shit. So instead I sat alone, just thinking. Thinking about how much I fucking miss Gerard. I decided I needed to get my feelings out somewhere, so I started writing down my thoughts.
I just really fucking miss him, its like as soon as he's not there, an actual part of me is missing. It sounds fucking crazy but it's true. I'm addicted to him and I need him 24/7. The weekend was perfect and now it's over and I'm back to being by myself, bored and lonely, with nothing to do and nobody to talk to. I wanna text him but I can't because I don't wanna pester him or seem to clingy and annoying, so I'll leave him. I just want a hug but I can't have a hug because he's not here. I want to kiss him, feel his soft lips against mine, but I can't because I'm sat here alone crying my fucking eyes out.
I dropped the pencil on the floor as soon as I realised that that wasn't working at all and I was just wasting my time completely. Instead I sat there crying in the otherwise silent room, every now and then whispering his name in the hope that he might just magically appear. Which of course he didn't.
After I stopped crying, I glanced over at the clock and realised that I'd literally only been home just over half an hour. I couldn't even wait any longer. Just as I picked my phone up, it buzzed in my hand.
Gerard: How are you getting on? xx
Frank: Um... not so good.. xx
Gerard: Me neither Frank I fucking miss you so much already! xx
Frank: Me too, I was scared to text incase you thought I was being too clingy... xx
Gerard: I was the same, it took me ten minutes until I managed to persuade myself to text you. xx
Frank: Yeah, I was just about to text you when yours came through xx
Gerard: I so wish you could be here right now riding my hard cock Frank did you know I'm still hard as fuck from when I sucked you off? xx
Frank: Stop teasing yourself with it and just go jack off somewhere then ;) xx
Gerard: I want you though! I don't want my hand, I want your tight little ass instead xx
Frank: You said you had a good imagination! xx
Gerard: I do but my imagination isn't good enough for right now xx
Frank: Fuck just call me xx
I found myself getting horny over the fact that Gerard was still hard from like ages ago. He called me seconds later and I picked up on the first ring.
'' Baby I wanna hear your beautiful voice while I jerk off, '' Gerard's tone was considerably lower than the last time we spoke.
'' You're making me hard again Gerard, '' I whispered just incase my mum was in earshot.
'' Good baby, now I want you to touch yourself for me okay? '' Gerard said.
'' Okay, '' I responded before sliding my hand into my boxers and wrapping it around my now fully hard dick.
'' Stay on the phone baby, and moan loud for me, '' Gerard instructed.
I jerked myself off to the sound of Gerard's moans at the other end of the phone. He was being very loud, presumably because he was alone and he could be as loud as he damn well pleased.
'' Fuck Frankie I wish I was fucking you right now, '' Gerard whispered.
'' Tomorrow baby, you can have me however you want, '' I replied quietly.
'' F-fuck I'm not gonna last much longer, '' panted Gerard. I heard his moaning increase and he got louder and louder, as I jerked myself faster and faster.
'' G-Gerard fuck I'm gonna-''
I was cut off by Gerard yelling my name loudly and swearing, somewhere in that mix saying, ''Frankie oh fuck I'm cumming'' at the top of his lungs. A second later I pushed myself over the edge and came, for the second time in one morning. Cum covered my hands and the inside of my boxers while I was saying Gerard's name over and over and trying to be as quiet as possible incase my mum heard.
'' God babe, I love you, '' Gerard said, sounding out of breath.
'' I love you too, '' I murmured, still a little dazed.
'' Sweetheart I gotta go now, still got that marking to do. I think I got cum on some kids work, shit. Ah well, okay bye baby I fucking love you. ''
I chuckled at Gerard for being so clumsy before saying, ''okay Gee, I love you too baby.''

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