Dear mom and dad
I can’t live like this anymore I know you probably don’t care but still.
The love of my life has been snatched from my embrace by death and i… I just can’t go on without him!
I tried so hard to hold on for mikey but… but I just can’t, I want to be with frank, the first words I ever spoke to him were “I’ll never leave you but he left me now I will go join him.
I’m sorry mikes I tried but I can’t handle it anymore. I love you
Gerard
(blood spatters on letter)

*two months earlier*
Watch it fag!
“ewww I got fag germs!!”
*sigh* so this is my life… yep I bet you already know what’s going on here just another gay emo teen getting bullied, but truth be told, I’m not emo, yeah I know your surprised, but hehe I get bullied because I’m a crazy fangirl, pretty awkward right? No I’m not a girl, I’m a guy.
ha oh well anywho my name is Gerard I go to Belleview high school I’m 16 and a junior and I know your wondering what I fangirl over hehe well I fangirl over the school rock band’s lead guitarist, Frank iero! *sigh* the hottest guy ever!
. To bad he doesn’t know I exist. Oh I forgot mikes! Mikey is my little brother, my best friend is Ray toro(school basketball captain or whatever) Jared leto (my ex) ugh. And last but not least Frank iero (my future husband)!.
Frank is a short guy with dark brown hair(shoulder length) and beautiful hazel eyes!, my eyes are hazel too but franks have flecks of green, and gold in them.
*RIIINNNGGGGGG*
Oh shit! I totally forgot I was in school!
I slowly draw myself out of my fantasies and run down the hall to get to history ugh fucking history it’s the most god awful class I’ve ever had! Fucking teacher droning on and on about a stupid war nobody won.
I was so engrossed in these shitty thoughts I ran straight in Frank fucking Iero!
“woah, hey buddy slow down! Haha are you alright?”
I was completely unaware that I was on my butt in front of frank wow I don’t even remember falling
“ummm i…I uh, yeah umm… I’m …I’m fine… haha totally fine…um yeah” god I sound like an idiot.
“fuck” I slowly get up, gather my things and run to the guys bathroom “ ohfuckohfuckohfuck holy shit!!! I ran into FRANK IERO OHMYGOD!” in my mind I was screaming ughhh he smelled so gooooddd ! wait was I sniffing him? Ugh I’m such a creep.

“I saw that little fag run in here”
Fuck just what I needed the school dick wads kicking my ass
“hey gee tard ya in here? Geeee taaarrrddd? GOTCHA!”
Fuck! The first douche bag kicks open the stall I’m in and grabs my hair
Hey gee tard why ya hiding? Scared to get your faggot ass kicked again?
“No I’m hiding from your mom she said she’d like to see me again.”
Yep douche’s mom over here was a prostitute so yeah I’d say I threw quit a big stone with that one.
YOU STUPID FAGGOT!! Douche number one screamed at me then threw me to the ground he kicked me in the ribs and I heard an audible crack. Fuck that’s the second one this week.
His buddies joined in and started kicking me everywhere I coward in the corner protecting my face I got a kick to the head and I felt tears coming.
Why, why did this always happen to me? I started sobbing and my vision was getting blurry then it went black

Gerard?... gee.. please wake up.. oh god I’m so sorry!
Mikey? Ow fuck my body hurts all over…
“why the fuck is it so dark?”

“Well idiot if you opened your eyes maybe it wouldn’t be dark anymore.” Oh wow.
I slowly opened my eyes and the first thing I see is … hair?
It’s like a fucking bush full of hair. My vision begins to sharpen and I make out a face with that bush of hair oh haha it’s ray
“thank’s a lot bitch” I mumble
“no probs jerk.”
I smile at how ray remembers my supernatural obsession.
“oh my god is he awake?! Oh god gee I’m so sorry I should have been there I should have helped you but I was with pete oh god it’s all my fault!”
“it’s not your fault mikes I shouldn’t have talked shit about his mom.”
Even though I know I would’ve still ended up here if I hadn’t
Wait where exactly is here?
“um ray where am i?”
“well Gerard if you would look around you’d see we are in a hospital, hos-pit-al! get it?”
Fuck off ray I got beat up and I’m lazy you think I want take a look around?
Oh really? So you can’t slightly turn you head to look? Are you that fucking lazy?!
Yep
Aw ray ease up on gerard, he just got beat up within an inch of his life, he could have died!
Woah mikes don’t get so dramatic I wasn’t beaten within an inch of my life, I was beaten within a quarter inch of my life.
I don’t have time for this I’m going home see ya lard ass, bye mikes.
I watch as ray leaves the room, one day toro your fro will be gone and you’ll regret calling me lard ass!
I look over at mikes with his tear stained cheeks and red puffy eyes *sigh* mikey has been so sensitive these last few weeks ever since he broke up with ben he ended up falling for pete but he was still never the same.
“hey mikes don’t cry, I’m okay see? I’ll live to see another day.”
“I’m sorry gee, I just… I should have stayed with you this morning if I hadn’t went off with pete maybe this wouldn’t have happened”
“stop blaming yourself mikes, I know you mean well but c’mon you wouldn’t have been able to stop it even if you did get there, they would have beaten you up too, and I can’t have that happen to you. I’d probably have to ice them with my angel blade if they did”
“ haha still watching supernatural I see.”
Pffft hells yeah I am, damn that dean Winchester though!
Haha well I better get going gran’ll get worried if I’m gone to long, I’ll see you tomorrow. And gee the doctor said you should be good to go by then.
I watch as Mikey leaves the room then look up at the roof thinking back to what happened earlier that day.

Hmm running into frank iero, whoa and he asked me if I was alright most people just call my a fag and walk away, but not iero oh haha iero is my hero! *sigh* just thinking of him makes me tingle.
And that’s what I went to sleep thinking about, Frank iero.

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