Save Yourself, I'll Hold Them Back

I could always go back, couldn't I? Is going back to the mental institution a risk?
The bathroom door opened, Gerard made his way toward the bed. He laid out on the bed, "You know, we might just have enough money to get out of here. Start new. We could change our names, move to a different country." He twirled his hair around his finger, "What do you think?"
"Sounds like a lot of work." I sighed, "Do you think we could go back?"
Gee smiled softly, "Well, I wouldn't mind seeing my brother."
"Honestly, I'm not sure about my choice yet." My eyes looked up to the ceiling, "Ray's telling me to go back, that everything will be okay...but will it? Could a voice in my head be telling the truth?"
Gee's smile faded, "I'm sticking with you no matter what. Whatever choice you make, I'll go with it."
"Please don't put that much pressure on me, Gee." I said, turning my head to him.
Gee smirked, "Awe, Frankie's tense." He grinned as he moved closer to me. He didn't say anything as he crawled in between my legs.
My face burned, "G-gee what are you-"
"Relax, don't flatter yourself." He laughed, "I still haven't kissed you, what makes you think I'll suck your dick?" His hands pressed against the side of my thighs and massaged it. He was still chuckling, "You really think I would do that?"
I shrugged with a smile, "There's still a lot I don't know about you. You surprise me everyday."
Gee looked up at me, "You think I'd be good at it?"
"At what?"
"Don't play stupid. Sucking your dick." He smiled.
I felt a tingle down in my jeans, making me cringe. Gee stopped, surprised. He asked, "You okay?"
"Y-yeah. I'm fine. And I don't know...maybe you should try it." I laughed, only half kidding.
Gee pushed his red hair back, "You would love that." He bit his lower lip and winked up at me.
My urges took over and I rushed toward him, grabbing by his waist and slamming him onto the bed. His nose touched mine, his breath brushed against my lips. His bright hazel eyes looked at me. He forced a smile, but his lust was obvious as he joked, "A little rough there, don't you think?"
"I wouldn't want to push it any further without your permission." I smiled, "It would suck to get killed by the one I love just because I want to have sex."
Gee raised his brows, "Love, huh? I never thought that word would come out of your mouth."
"That won't be the only thing that's coming if you let me."
Gee smiled, "Those voices in your head telling you to do this?"
"Nope, just good ol' Frankie."
Gee said noting more as he leaned in. He was hesitating, but when his lips finally touched mine, my stomach was no longer filled with aches. It was filled with warmth. Gee was the missing piece in my life, and no matter how corny it sounds, I didn't ever want to lose him.
His tongue made it's way in my mouth, colliding with mine. My hand gripped the side of his jeans. I slid them down from his waist. I felt his hands grasped against my shirt, sliding it from over my head. He yanked it off and threw it off the bed. His hands explored my back as he deepened the kiss. His tongue was in a frenzy in my mouth. I unbuttoned my jeans and kicked them off. I pulled away from the kiss, making my way to his neck, leaving behind a trail of saliva.
He moaned as I felt his free hand massage my penis. I grasped onto the bed as he made it enter inside him. He moved his body along with mine, the heat in the room was intense. He whispered in my ear, "We should have done this sooner." He chuckled as he dug his nails into my back.
I clenched my teeth, but at the same time, I liked it.

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