Save Yourself, I'll Hold Them Back

Gerard's eyes locked into mine. He said, "There's no need to get dramatic. Listen, I know you're in danger and all, but if you escape and get caught they'll increase your time here. Is that a risk you're willing to take?"
I almost chuckled, "I won't get caught then."
Gerard shook his head, "I'm begging you, Frankie. Don't go." His hazel eyes darkened.
I step toward him, "Come with me." I grabbed his hands and pulled him in. His lips were a kiss away, but right now wasn't the time. I said, his eyes lurking into mine, "I don't want to leave you here. They probably know that you and I are close so you're practically in danger too. You're amazing, Gee. I don't want you out of my life."
Gerard frowned, "Please, Frankie. It's too dangerous."
"I'm leaving tonight. It'd be great if you came..." My eyes locked into his.
Gerard swallowed before stepping away, "No, Frankie."
"Well, you don't know have to decide right now. You have plenty of time to make your choice."
"But-"
"How about we listen to some music and play some cards?" I smiled.
Gee looked away, "Okay. What game do you suggest?"
"Twenty-one." I grinned, "And if I win, I get a kiss on the cheek from you."
Gerard grinned, "Game on, Frankie."
It was a night full of competitiveness, Smashing Pumpkins, and kisses. I knew that he was just letting me win due to the fact he was giving up so easily. He would ask for too many cards making him go over the limit and losing. He smiled, "You win." He leaned over to me and kissed my cheek softly. He grinned, "This is fun."
I nodded in agreement, "Well, it would be more fun if you didn't let me win every time."
Gee giggled, "I don't know what you're talking about."
I smiled, "Maybe I want you to win so you can get something from me." I winked.
Gerard's cheeks burned red, "What do you mean?"
I bit my lower lip as I leaned into him. My hand rested on his waist. He looked at me, his eyes were brighter than before. I smiled as I brushed my lips against his neck. I felt his hand slowly rest on the top of my head. I whispered, "If you're not coming with me tonight, then let me have one kiss."
Gerard lifted up my chin so my eyes met his. He shook his head, "Stay and I'll kiss you."
I sighed in irritation. I got off his bed and walked out the door. I didn't hear anyone following me, so my guess us that he wanted to keep our distances. I walked down the halls of the insane walking around, spinning in circles or talking to themselves.
I'd hate to leave poor Frankie behind, but maybe it is best if we leave without him. Dr. Laguna is biting at your neck right now, watching over you. Ray walked beside me. He added, I mean, I like the guy but you're in serious danger. Tonight Dr. Laguna is going to do his "studies" on you, and when he has his back turned to you, try to break free and FIND THOSE TUNNELS.
"I know, I know." I said aloud as I wandered the halls, "But how will we even know if he's going to do it tonight?"
Are you kidding? After the scene you caused last night, I'm sure your ass is a target on his hit list. "okay, makes sense-"
"Frank Iero, hello." Patrick stepped in front of me. He smiled, "Hey, so I need to see you tonight for a private intervention."
I shook my head, "I'm not playing your game."
Patrick's face became serious, "It's highly important that you attend."
"And if I don't?"
Patrick rose his brows, "You'll be missing out." He looked around and leaned in, "Trust me."

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