You're Not In This Alone

Pa goes home and I stay and hang out for a while, joking around and laughing with dad and Matt. An hour after pa leaves Matt tells me he's finishing for the day and we say goodbye to dad, leaving and heading to his apartment. We spend the rest of the afternoon screwing around and watching tv before ordering in pizza and putting on a movie while we eat. Once we're done eating Matt leaves the room before coming back with a bag of weed and some papers, rolling himself a joint before looking over at me and raising his eyebrow. I hold my hand out and he gives me the joint, rolling himself another one while I light up, throwing the lighter back at him and once his is lit he says "Don't tell, I think both of your fathers would kill me." "I got high with dad the other night, don't worry" I tell him, coughing before laughing. Matt laughs too and we lay back on the couch smoking. I'm feeling very loose and relaxed when Matt gets up, leaving the room again and coming back with two beers, handing me one after opening the bottle. I take it and take a big mouthful, choking a little and when I'm done coughing I start to giggle. "Lightweight" Matt taunts me and I flip him off, squirming around and making myself more comfortable on his couch. "Wanna play a game?" He asks and I nod, both of us sliding down onto the floor and grabbing an xbox controller. We battle each other as ninjas and I finish my beer, feeling buzzed and awesome. Matt lights up another joint and I take a few puffs before handing it back when he offers it, the game forgotten for a moment before we start another round. "So you're into girls huh?" He asks and I don't take my eyes off the screen as I say "It would appear so." "You ever been with a guy?" He asks and I snort before saying "Nah." "Then how do you know you don't like them?" "I never said I didn't, cause I don't know. I just never felt attracted enough to a guy to find out if I like dick or not" I tell him as I spam the controls, trying to chop his head off with a sword. "That was so hot the other day by the way" he says, his words starting to slur a little. I burst out giggling and don't say anything else and I spam the buttons one last time and succeed in chopping his ninjas head off. "Ha in your face" I gloat drunkenly as I bounce around on the spot and cheer for myself. I turn my head to childishly poke my tongue out at Matt but when I turn my head his lips collide with mine, his tongue slipping into my mouth and I can taste the beer and weed on it and I kiss back, slow and messy, both of our coordination severely diminished. We both turn our bodies to face each other as we kiss, Matts hands trailing down to grip my hips, pulling me over to straddle his lap, our kiss never breaking. When we finally pull apart for air my hands are tangled in his hair and his lips trail down to suck and bite at the skin on my neck, causing me to shiver as sparks of pleasure shoot through my body. My eyes slip shut and I let out a small half whine half moan and Matt pulls back, smirking at me, his pupils blown. We lean in towards each other again and as we kiss Matt eases me backwards until my back hits the floor and he's kneeling between my legs, leaning down over me to kiss, his hands sliding up under my shirt. He falters when his fingers brush over my scars and healing cuts, pulling back to look at what he's touching. He stares at them for a few seconds, shock on his face before he leans in and starts kissing them, making me feel beautiful despite my ugly scars. While he's kissing my side he keeps pushing my shirt up and I help him take it off before he kisses down my stomach, sucking and nibbling on my hip bones as he works on opening my jeans. Once they come off he throws them across the room and I grab a fistful of his shirt and pull him back down to kiss me, sliding my hands down to grip the bottom on his shirt and start pulling it up, letting him finish removing it while I work on his belt. Once we're both in our underwear he slips his fingers inside my panties, just the tips of his fingers brushing against my clit. "Ohh" I groan softly and he smirks down at me before removing his fingers and licking over the tips. "Mmm" he groans softly to himself and I slide my hand down into his boxers, wrapping my hand around his very hard dick, starting to stroke but my movements are sloppy and uncoordinated due to my high. Matt grabs my wrist and gently removes my hand from his boxers, sliding them down and working on my bra and panties, leaving us completely naked on his living room floor. "Do you want this?" He asks and I stare at him confused for a second, my brain not really registering his words properly and I half nod at him. He takes that as a yes and grips my thighs, pulling my legs apart more and lining himself up, rubbing the head of his dick up and down my vagina, slicking it up before pressing inside me slowly. "Ahhh" I whimper when he's all the way in, a burning, stinging sensation spreading through my lower body and I feel my eyes prick with tears. "Shh Shh" Matt whispers to me as he leans in and kisses me before starting to thrust in and out slowly. I continue to whimper into his mouth, the pain easing but still there. He keeps thrusting before changing his angle slightly and it starts to feel really good and a small moan escapes my lips as my hands scramble against the carpet for something to hold onto as pleasure spreads through my body. Matts thrusts get faster and soon I am actually moaning out loud as I feel myself get closer and closer to my orgasm. "Are you gonna?" he asks as I feel my whole body burst with pleasure and I throw my head back, eyes closed and I scream out in pleasure, Matts thrusts faltering for a second before I feel a pulsing inside me. A few thrusts later he pulls out and lays beside me on the floor. I turn my head to look at him and start giggling drunkenly and he leans in and cuts me off, kissing me again. "I've wanted to do that for a while" he tells me but his words don't really register with me, my eyes slipping shut and I pass out on the floor.

The next morning I wake up and the sun is shining straight through the blinds and into my eyes. I squint as I sit up, my head throbbing and my stomach churning violently as I try to remember where I am. I feel the contents of my stomach steadily coming back up and I drag myself off the floor, opening my eyes fully and realising I'm in Matts apartment and I'm naked for some reason. I grab the blanket that had been layed over me and wrap it around myself as I run for the bathroom, barely making it to the toilet before dropping to my knees and throwing up. I heave a few times before I feel like my stomach is empty and I sit back against the wall, panting for breath, a light sheen of sweat on my skin. I'm about to pull myself off the floor again and figure out what the fuck is going on when Matt comes in completely naked and it all flashes back in my mind, I fucked Matt last night. I feel my stomach clench painfully again and my head spins as I lean forward and vomit again, feeling Matts warm hands gently grab my hair and hold it back while he strokes my back. When I'm done vomiting for the second time I sit back and Matt gently eases me off the floor, carrying me to the opposite side of the room and putting me in the shower. He takes my blanket and starts the water, leaving me sitting on the floor of his shower under the surprisingly perfect hot spray of water. I start to feel a little better when he comes back with a joint and a lighter in his hand. He steps into the shower and sinks to the floor next to me, sliding me over into his lap and moving us so we're half under the water before reaching out and grabbing the joint he sat aside, lighting it up and sticking it in between my lips. "Best hangover cure" he whispers softly to me and I take a puff while his arms wrap around me tight as he cuddles me to his chest. I smoke half before holding the joint to his lips and he leans forward and takes a drag, holding the smoke in for a few seconds before blowing it back out and leaning forward for another hit. This time when he's ready to blow the smoke back out he leans down and seals his lips to mine, blowing the smoke into my mouth. I start to cough as I choke on it, Matt gently rubbing my back while I regain my breath. Once the joint is done I feel much better and we sit under the water until it runs cold. After we drag ourselves out of the shower Matt hands me a towel, wrapping one around himself before leaving the room. I dry off before walking over and wiping the mirror clear, wanting to know if I look any different now that I'm no longer a virgin but what I see shocks me. There are two large dark black splotches littering the side of my neck and they are unmistakably huge hickies. I try to swallow down my
rising panic at what I'm meant to tell my dads as I feel my whole body shake and I grip the edge of the sink to keep myself standing. Matt comes back into the room smiling but his smile drops when he looks at me. "Ruby what's....?" And I cut him off by spinning around and pointing at my neck.

Notes

There might be some old style drama coming up very soon....