I Mean This Forever

Okay let me start off by saying thank you. Even though this fic wasn't really supposed to get that big I still am proud of how far it's come. I got the idea for this author's notes thing from @mindchemicals (who I actually found out was reading this. Hi there friend) and
@el-hotel-bella-muerte who I guess do these things at the end of their fics to show some of their thought processes so I thought I'd do it too.

A few things mentioned in the fic:
As I said before Pete, Alicia, the other clan, and Gerard and Mikey's parents will be explained in Vampires.
Adam Pascal is the guy who played Roger in Rent which is like one of my favorite movies/musicals of all time. It opened my eyes to see that the world was not all fine and dandy like I had originally thought (it was also my introduction to homosexuality). Basically major influence on my life. Roger is my favorite character and in the musical it was revealed that his girlfriend slit her wrists, which is what that reference was. I have obviously been listening to too much Rent songs lately
The bully I mentioned who was just called "Cyr" is based off a kid in my grade named Dalton Cyr. He is a major ass. If you on the off chance have heard of him (He's a musician and has like a few albums out or something) don't listen to his music. He's an ass and a shit musician. Just don't.

This was originally supposed to be a one-shot but when I got to the sixth page of my notebook I knew that wasn't going to happen.
The blowjob part was not originally in the plot. I decided to put that part in at the last minute.

There will not be a sequel to this so don't even ask. But this is a part of a bigger fic called Vampires Will Never Hurt You. If you like, hot gay vampires, hot straight vampires, angry murderous Pete, jealous Ray, jealous Bob, Vampire hunter Patrick, Joe, Andy, Hayley, and Jeremy, cute Mikey, and confused OCs I suggest you read it. Here is a link: http://www.mychemicalromancefanfiction.com/Story/23778/Vampires-Will-Never-Hurt-You/

I had been thinking about doing this for two weeks before I finally picked up the pencil and notebook and wrote the summary down at 11pm on my last day of school. At the time I did not know I would have a computer I would be able to use so freely. The next day I was on a plane on my way up here, where I wrote Frank's dream at the beginning. The next two weeks, I spent sitting on my great aunt's couch for hours on end writing this (you know when I wasn't discussing dick piercings with Redd on twitter *shudders*). I thought most of what I was writing was terrible but according to all of you lovely people it wasn't. And now, like all great things, it has come time for it to end. Thanks for all of your support, and for being part of the adventure.

Xo Kerry oX

Notes

Song of the Moment- Diary of Jane- Breaking Benjamin