Pushing the limits

Gerard's pov

as I walked away I swear he said he loved me did I just break the heart. Of the person I love because of Jamia no way I did gerard fuckin way your a dick poor Frankie I was about to go back an explain when I saw Jamia heading in my direction looking happy like she watched what just happened what if she did watch fuck I hate this bitch so much I need to talk to frank and now but before I get the chance Jamia pulled me back to her fuck
gee?
What ? I said sounding pissed
what's the matter baby u have me don't worry fronk or what're his name is will be fine gee I promise

franks pov

wow wow he left me with out explaining why I officially have no point In living and I'm serious I pulled pmy gun from under my bed and loaded it a wrote an note
I'm sorry I didn't say but my mind was messed up you couldn't save me anyway and to gerard I love u and always will but u left when I needed u most gee stay strong goodbye
I pinned the not to my door before I shot myself i lied there crying then I remembered I have a bladed under my pillow I pull it out and cut I love u gerard way into my arm I'm not going to lie it's hurt like a bitch but yeah I put the gun to my head I was ready then there was a knock on my door who the fuck could that be I open the door to find an upset gee and pissed of Jamia the fuck do they want
I asked what do they want they replied
well gee wants to explain why he can't talk to u"she said
well why gee?
because because Jamia said she didn't want me talking to u because I was hers and I well I agreed sorry Frankie I never like u it was a dare !
my heart broke more he leaned in and kissed me with that they left
well atlest I got to taste he's lips before I die a sat back down on my bed turned of my music and did the worste thing I pulled the trigger bang I was gone

Gerard's pov

thw fuck we were walking out the door of franks house when {BANG} what the fuck was that I pulled away from Jamia ran to franks room to find an unconscious frank holding a gun and blood going everywhere and the last thing I said to him was it was I dare but it wasn't a dare I love frank and now he's dead because of me god I'm a dick I called the ambulance they rushed her and took frank I felt guilty I turned around and Jamia look shocked she was like omg what happend I turned death glared he and said your what happened u told me I couldn't see frank it got to him Jhelum shot himself and if he doesn't live in want u to feel guilty and suffer u bitch this is your fault after screaming an Jamia I left and rushed to the hospital they said hes on life support he might not make it

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