Be My Frnkenstein

I wake up remembering what happened last night and I smile to myself but the happiness only lasts a few seconds when I remember lying to Gerard yesterday. I hated myself for it, I've never lied to him before, I'm such a bad person and I couldn't tell him the truth today. It would ruin everything. I never want him to find out but I have to tell him, the guilt it eating me alive.
Gerard is still asleep, his head rested on my chest and snoring softly. He looks so adorable and innocent and this makes me feel more guilty. I can't stay here anymore, I get out of bed making sure I don't wake Gerard and get dressed. I'm only honing to go for a walk, it's not like I'm going to be away from him forever. I sigh to myself as I walk out of the door leaving Gerard in the house by himself. It's 7am so there won't be many places open but I know the coffee shop will be. I open the door of the shop causing the bell to ding and I'm greeted my a very cheery young lady, she seems way to happy at this time.
"Hi, what can I get you?" She asks
"Uh just a black coffee please" wow I sound rough, well I'm not surprised after the events of last night. Guilt. What did I do? I can stay around here anymore, I have to leave.
"Here you go." She says and I hand her some money smiling weakly. I sit at a table by myself and think, think about what I'm about to do. Should I leave, leave and never look back, start a new life somewhere far away? But I love Gerard, I love him and that's why I have to go. I drink the last of my coffee and head fir the train station.
*Gerard's P.O.V*
I slowly open my eyes and stretch as I start to wake up soon realising that Frank is gone. Shit, he must regret it. He must hate me. He's gone and he's never coming back. I've lost him. I feel tears start to fill my eyes and then I notice a a piece of paper on the desk at the side of the bed. I stand and walk over to it
I'm sorry. xøfrnk
What does that mean? Sorry for what happened? Or- I need to know! I call Mikey, he should be able to help me, he and Frank are quite close so he might know.
"Mikey, come to Franks please, I need you help"
"Gerard, are you okay you sound upset?"
"No." I manage to say before I start to sob into the phone.
"I'll be ten minutes." Mikey puts the phone and I just have to wait.
I hear the front door open and footsteps echoing through the house, I jump up racing towards the stairs, maybe he's come back. When I arrive at the top to the steps I let out a sigh of disappointment as I see Mikey making his way up.
"Oh, it's you."
"Well, it's nice to see you too." He says sarcastically.
"Sorry, it's just I thought that it was frank."
We walk into Frank's bedroom and it on his bed, images of last night come flooding back and I start to cry once again.
"What's wrong Gerard." Mikey says sympathetically.
"Frank." I sigh. "I slept with frank and now he's gone, this is the only thing he left" I pass Mikey the note frank left and he just sits there with a puzzled look on his face.
*Mikey's P.O.V*
I knew frank was gay ever since we kissed about 6 months ago, frank didn't have feelings for me we were just drunk. I always kinda knew that Frank like Gerard and visa versa, their 'stage act' always seemed a little too convincing. But this doesn't explain Franks note, has he left? Will he come back?
"He told me he was gay and I took advantage if that, I am the only person that knows" Gerard sobs. "I've ruined everything, I don't know what to do."
"Shhhh, it's not your fault." I say trying to comfort him. "He probably just needs to think, it will be a big thing for him, he'll be back soon." I knew this wasn't true, I know why frank has gone and that if he isn't stopped then he might not come back. I knew we needed to get to the train station as soon as possible but I didn't want to worry Gerard.
"Gerard I'm really busy today, will you be okay?" He just nods his head and lays back down on Franks bed. Once I leave Franks house I run home as fast as I can and jump into my car, I speed to the station as fast as possibly hoping I get there in time.
On my way to the station I call frank but he doesn't answer. I decide to text him, no reply. I leave him a voice mail but everything I tried left me no answers. I pull up outside the train station about 15 minutes later, it is only small and has one platform so I know exactly where I'm going. I run through the door and up the stairs to the platform where I see the train but it is pulling away...

Notes

ahhh three updates in on day? i love writing this and i hope you like reading it :)