Everything Will Be OK

Once we finally got up stairs, we headed over to the couch as the movie was already beginning to start. Of course the only room on the couch was at the end of it, so the only option was for me to sit next to Nathan. Fuck. I groaned as we finally sat ourselves down. I guess we were watching some shitty horror film. I was a big fan of the horror genre, but I literally was not up for any of this tonight. “Hey Nathan, would you mind turning off the lights?” Mikey asked, his eyes still glued onto the screen. “I wouldn’t mind at all.” He replied in the most innocent tone. How the fuck was he able to do that? One moment he would be a complete monster and then he would be such an angel the other. Once the lights were turned off, he came back to sit next to me, but instead he snuggled up closer this time. I felt so hopeless. Like no one could help me…cause no one knew. A few times during the movie, I caught Gerard glancing over at me and Nathan. Could he possibly have been worried about me? Probably not…he hates me…

Halfway through the flick, I began to flinch as Nathan’s hands were on me once again. Thinking that he would only stop there, I was surprised to feel his hand slip under my skirt and into my panties. I tried my best not to make a sound, but by the way he was feeling me up, it was impossible not to. A whimper left my mouth as Gerard looked over at me again. I quickly tried to push Nathan’s hand off of me so Gerard wouldn’t see, but he wouldn’t budge. I then saw the shock in his eyes once he noticed what Nathan was doing to me. Gerard quickly took the remote and paused the TV. “Dude why did you pause the movie?” Mikey asked giving him a puzzled look. Gerard ignored his question. “What the fuck are you doing to my girlfriend?!” He yelled, causing me to jump. “I don’t know what you’re talking about. “He replied in a calm tone. “Don’t act like I didn’t just see you messing around with Taylor right there!” He screamed. “Dude, I don’t know what your deal is, but I wasn’t doing anything with Taylor.” Damn he was a fucking good liar. Nathan was now standing up to face Gerard. Mikey and Brooke remained completely silent as if they didn’t want to interrupt the argument. “How stupid do you think I am? It was completely obvious that you were ‘feeling her up’ on my own fuckin couch!” I could see that Gerard’s fist were all clenched up now. “Well even if I did, what are you gonna do about it huh?” Gerard’s face was turning as red as a tomato. It almost looked as if he could have steam coming out from his ears like they did in the cartoons. “I’m gonna…I’m gonna…” Nathan chuckled. “You’re gonna what? Punch me?” He then continued to laugh again but was then shut up when Gerard nailed him straight in the face with his fist. “Motherfucker!” Nathan yelled. Brooke gasped as Mikey did his best to keep her calm. “Do you wanna punch me again? Do ya?” Nathan kept his hands over his nose. “Go for it pretty boy!” He taunted. “No! Gerard stop!” Mikey and Brooke yelled at him. I was the only one who sat there silent. Without warning, Gerard punched him for the second time. I could see the built up anger in his eyes, when he saw Nathan cursing in pain. “Taylor, fucking do something!” Mikey ordered. “What the hell am I supposed to do?” I whimpered. “I don’t know just try stopping them!” Gerard was about to hit him again, when I ran up between the two. “Taylor, get out of my way!” He screamed. I crossed my arms. “Taylor, I said get out of my fucking way!” I was startled as I had never heard him yell at me in such a tone before. “Are trying to kill him? You’ve already punched him twice!” His fist was still held up in the air. “That’s exactly what I’m trying to do!” Nathan then got up and grabbed Brooke by the arm. “Well it doesn’t matter what you’re gonna do to me, cause we are leaving!” Brooke now had tears falling from her eyes. Gerard tried to go back after Nathan but I stopped him. If he was going to get this mad over a little thing like this, then how is he going to react if I tell him about what he did to me at the music shop?

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