Everything Will Be OK

We all finally arrived at the house from a dreadfully long drive back from the beach. Gerard and I hopped out of the car as Mikey and Brooke helped themselves out. “Hey Gerard?” Mikey called after him as he was bringing in some of the beach towels. “Yeah?” He replied, furrowing his eyebrows. “Um is it ok if I go over to Brooke’s house for dinner?” He pleaded, giving Gerard his puppy eyes. “Oh alright. Here’s the keys to my car. Let me know when you are coming back, alright?” He nodded. “Alright, thanks! Don’t wait up for us.” He yelled back as the two of them left through the garage. Gerard brought his focus back to me. “So…what do u wanna do to pass the time by?” I shrugged. “Do you wanna eat something? I can cook dinner for us if you want?” He offered. “Nah, it’s alright. I’m not hungry.” I replied. “You wanna watch a movie then?” He asked giving me more suggestions. “Sure. Why not? But first let me change out of this wet bathing suit. I’ll be right back.” I said as I ran up the stairs to my room. As I entered, I quickly went through my closet to grab some underwear and some shorts and a t-shirt. Nothing too fancy. As I threw on the clothes, I hurried down the stairs, so I didn’t keep Gerard waiting. “That was quick. He commented as I entered the living room. I chuckled. “So what movie are we watching?” I asked looking down at the disc in his hands. “Some foreign romantic film. It was the only movie I could find since Mikey hid all of mine in his room somewhere. Will this be ok with you?” I nodded. “Yeah we could try it.” I mumbled as I sat myself next to him on the couch.

An hour passed and we were only half way into the film. Since it was getting late the house was starting to get dark. Only the light from the television lit the room. I snuggled closer to Gerard as I tried to understand what was going on in the movie. To be honest I kept losing interest since the movie was boring and confusing as hell. I could even tell Gerard was dying of boredom. I quickly reached for the remote and paused the TV. “Gerard?” He looked back at me with kind eyes. “Yeah sweetheart?” He asked brushing the bangs out of my eyes. “I don’t feel like watching this anymore. Is it ok if we do something else?” I quietly asked. “Of course what did you have in mind?” The light from the screen projected off of his face. “Well I don’t know… I was thinking…” He waited for me to finish my sentence. “What is it?” He gave me a puzzled look. “Never mind it’s stupid.” I whispered. “Oh come on tell me.” He begged. “Well it’s just that…you know…we’re alone…it’s just us two…no one else is around…”His eyes widened when he came to realization of what I was talking about. “You mean you want to-“I gave him a devious smirk. “Yep.” His surprised look faded into one of excitement. “Are you sure you want to?” I bit my lip. “Positive.

He then picked me up bridal style and headed up the flight of stairs. When we finally made it to his room, he plopped me onto his king sized bed. His excited face then transitioned into an expression of seriousness. “Taylor, are you 100% sure you want to go through with this? I don’t want to hurt you.” I looked him dead in the eyes. “Gerard, I’ve never been so sure.” He grinned. “Alright then.” He climbed on top of me as he sent small kisses up my neck. I moaned in pleasure as he reached his hands up my shirt to pull it off my head. His kisses now lead to my lips as they were forcefully crashing against each other with passion. Without breaking the kiss, his hands traveled down to my waist as he slowly slid my loose shorts off of my slender body. He pulled away to take a long glance of me. “Oh Taylor you’re so beautiful. “He mumbled as he unhooked the latch of my black lace bra. His kisses were now traveling up and down my thigh. He didn’t stop until he finally reached the waistband of my panties. “Well we don’t need these do we?” I could feel the gentle brush of air hit my upper thigh as he yanked the underwear off with his teeth. “Much better.” He said smirking in approval. I stayed calm, waiting for his next action, when he began to put his tongue inside me. I jumped at the weird sensation. I guess it felt good but I never was used to it. I mean I guess you could say it felt as you think it would feel if someone was licking you “down there,” but I just went along with it. A slight groan released from my mouth as he continued to dig his tongue inside me further. “Gee.” I squealed. He quickly brought his head up as he furrowed his eyebrows. “Yes babe?” He asked. “I’m the only one undressed here…” I replied awkwardly. “Not for long sugar.” His smirk grew as his shirt hit the floor. Gerard then began to unbuckle the belt of his pants as they began to loosen, causing his trousers to fall, landing with his shirt. “Just one more thing.” He mumbled, pulling off his boxers. My face flushed at the sight. He was just so big…It almost worried me to think of how it might feel once it would go inside me. I gulped. “Don’t worry sweetie, this is the best part.” Our bodies grinded hard against each other, as our lips met once again. Sweat lingered from our chests as he suddenly entered me. I was shocked at first, but it wasn’t actually painful…It was more of a feeling of pleasure. As he went deeper inside of me, I began to squeal. “Oh Gerard…” I moaned. “That’s right. Say my name.” He demanded. “Gerard!” I groaned louder this time between breaths. “Damn I love you.” He said gasping for air until he rolled right off of me and right next to me panting. I was speechless. “How was it?” I turned to face him. “Perfect.” I replied in heavy breaths as I snuggled back into his arms, never wanting to leave his side.

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