What A Tragic Affair (Frank Teacher)

I hit Mikey's and Gee's front door so hard it felt like I bruised my knuckles.
"Missy? I didn't know you lef- are you ok-"
I rushed past him wiping my tears as I looked for Gee.
"Gee? Gee?" I cried out through the house.
I jogged down to Gerard's room. As I ran down the stairs I was gradually greeted to the smell of coffee and paper and smoke and him. It was so comforting. "Gerar-" I stopped in my tracks as I saw Gee in bed. He must have gone back to sleep after I left. I stood at the end of the steps and slowly made my way to the foot of the bed. I wiped my raw eyes and dropped my bag. I slowly took off each shoe at a time before taking off my shorts and tights leaving me in my underwear and an off the shoulder, oversized grey jumper. I took a deep sigh and slid into Gee's bed. I laid on top of Gee's arm so his face was in my neck and mine was facing the same direction. I felt his hand slide onto my thigh and made its way onto my tummy.
"You okay?" A croaky, sleepy voice breathed heavily into my neck.
"No." I cried equally as quiet.
Gee turned me until we were laying next to each other face to face. He wrapped his arms around me and I quietly sobbed into his chest. He lightly rubbed circles with his fingers on my back as my hand were wrapped around his body clinging to the back of his shirt.
"I'm sorry," I chocked up again but everything sounded muffled as I continued to wet his shirt with my tears.
"Shh shh, we will talk about it when you're ready,"
I slowly drifted off to the heat of his chest and the sound of his heartbeat. It was so comforting that it took some of the pain away.

"Dude it's like 3 in the afternoon," Gee woke me shaking me lightly.
I slowly opened my eyes and touched the dried tears down my face. I sat up as did Gee and we sat in silence as I came too.
"Missy, what's going on?" He asked with compassion and forgiveness.
"You were right, all the evidence was there. He was up late last night, got drunk, was in his underwear and wanted me to leave as soon as possible. He was with someone, another....Another girl." A tear ran down my cheek silently.
Gerard put his arm around me and pulled me closer to him.
"And I'm sorry about what I said to you, I'm sorry about everything." Gee stroked my head as I buried my face in his top as we sat up in his bed hugging.
"Shhh shhh it doesn't matter,"
"You know I love you Gerard don't you, I do, I love you and Mikey and Ray and..."
"I love you too," He whispered under his breath as he continued to stoke my hair.
I moved my head back until we were both sat up in his bed and staring at each other. His eyes were innocent and pure where as Frank's were deep and sexy. I lightly shook my head to get rid of the picture of Frank.
"What's wrong?" Gee asked referring to the shaking of my head.
I looked down at myself and thought things through before biting my lip and closing my eyes. I leant in until my lips brushed his. My lips moulded with Gerard's and slowly moved with his. I was kissing Gerard. I liked kissing Gerard.

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