We Were Born to Lose

When I finally get home it's almost dark. I was forced to walk because my little chat with Mr. Turner made me miss the bus. My house wasn't exactly in walking distance either. I'm also horrendiously unfit. When my mother still forced me to take gymnastics and she fed me at least twice a day I probably could've run home. But now that Olivia is in a private elite gymnastics academy thingy that costs thousands of dollars without the scholarship, my mom stopped taking me to my old gymastics studio so she could spend more money on Olivia. They only give out four scholarships a year and of course Olivia got one but that wasn't enough for my mother, she went out and bought the best outfits and renovated my old room into a studio, forcing me to move to the attic. I didn't mean to rant about it, Olivia just makes me angry. I get home and see through Olivia's studio window that my parents aren't exactly worried about me. They are too busy watching Olivia do some cool tricks on her balance beam. I shove my hands in my pockets and keep walking. I don't really have a destination but I find myself at Mikey's house. I always seem to end up here. For a few minutes I debate on whether or not I should go in. I would love to but they're probably eating dinner together or something normal families do. I guess Ms. Way doesn't really need me since she has Gerard to watch Mikey. I shouldn't bother them.
I get home and shut the door as quietly as possible. I don't need to though, I could hear my dad snoring over the extremely loud sound system blaring baseball commentary. I sneak up the stairs anyway and take a hot shower. It was freezing outside and I had walked around the whole neighborhood twice, out of boredom. As I put on my pajamas I realize my entire social life is at the Way's house now that I don't have a boyfriend and I quit my job so I wouldn't have to see Kassidy. I fall back on my bed and sigh. If it weren't for Gerard my only friend would be a six year old. I didn't really have a problem with this before Parker but everything seems much worse now. I still love Mikey with all my heart but my life is depressingly dull. At least I have Gerard and Mikey.

Notes

~ITS BEEN FIVE MONTHS GUYS IM SO SORRY~
~So like I've actually been working on another story that I'm too afraid to upload because I don't want the main plot to get stolen with all the copyright stuff this website doesn't have. I don't mind this one cause I wirte it on the spot soley for the website. I missed my story tho so here I am. sorry again~