I'll never let them hurt you, I promise

~~~~ FEW DAYS LATER~~~
frank-
It's Friday, yes the end of the school week, surprisingly it's been an ok week though. no bullies plus i've made a friend. mikey. i finally have someone to sit with a school now, it doesn't matter if he's a little younger then me, he's still a really good friend a friend who makes me feel safe.
However something been really bugging me, well not something. someone. Jaylin.
I envy her so much, i know i'm a boy but she's so beautiful and i'm extremely jealous, trust Gerard to pick the most prettiest girl as his girlfriend, giving me more or a challenge.
Then even to make it worse i have to sit while mikey tells me all the stories about Gerard's and Jaylin's relationship and i have to act as if i don't want to kill her as i can't let Gerard know i like him. Also if mikey knew i had a crush on his brother he would probably hate me and i'd be back to having no friends. great Frankie get yourself into a really good situation. fuck.
i was Tuesday, the first fucking day me and mikey sat together when he told me. "Jaylin and Gerard just couldn't keep their hands off each other, Jaylin wrapping her body around Gerard's hips before dragging him into the bedroom to fuck" i know mikey's disturbed by the thought but all im thinking is, i wish i was the one wrapped around Gerard hips. hummmm yes please.

Anyway, it's Friday which means the weekend, which means a lay in tomorrow morning, the only reason i love the weekend. i just need to make it through the school day so i can go home and be lazy. the lessons hurry along and i've soon made it to lunch. i walk over to the usual table and sit waiting for mikey, i like being friends with mikey. we have a lot in common, the same taste in food, tv shows and especially bands and music plus we both play the guitar.
i scan the room with my eyes in search for mikey, i soon find him in the cue for food i give him a smile and watch as he pays for his sandwich. i decide to skip getting food because i mean have you seen the calories in the school meals purrfft you cant have a nice body and fatty food. plus jaylin has a nice body and if Gerard's into that i need to have a nice body as well. my thoughts are rudely interrupted by a thud at the other side of the table. i tun my head back around to see Gerard and Jaylin sat opposite me giggling to each other as if laughing at an inside joke.
"hi frank" Jaylin spoke first. i ignored her looking down at my hands, i don't mean to be nasty to Jaylin it's just i am undoubtedly jealous of her. just then mikey comes and sits down next me to opening the sandwich box in his hands. he took a bite and with a mouth full of food he mumbed "why are you two so happy?" my eyes followed mikeys to look up and Jaylin and Gerard who both had extremely large smiles on their faces. Mikey took another noisy bite and mumbled again "did someone get laid last night" looking as jaylin with a knowing smirk on his face. Mikey's words shocked everyone and Gerard's mouth opened widely almost hitting the table. no one answered immediately and my anger soon built up. before any of them could talk i pushed my body away from the table, stood up and started marching out the cafeteria.
i stormed straight out the school and round the back to a secrete corner where i use to go to smoke alone, the bullies couldn't get me here. my back hits the cold brick wall and i soon find my body sliding downwards until my butts hit the floor and i'm sat in the dirt. i reach into my pocket and fish out a packet of cigarettes and a lighter, i take one place it between my pouted lips and light it.

Mikey's POV~~
"what's his problem" Jaylin says as we all watch Frank storm out of the double doors, Gerard shrugs his shoulders and they both look at me for answers. i feel an aching in the pit of my stomach it's almost like guilt but i know it's not that. it's more like an extreme amount of overwhelming sadness.
Over the past week me and Frank have became pretty close friends and although i know something's going on with him he hasn't said anything. i know something's wrong, something bad has happened to him.
Soon the bell rings and i head for last lesson ignoring Gerard and Jaylin's confused eyes. i have maths, the same as Gerard and Frank but i'm not in the same class as them. when i get to the classroom i sit at a desk and look up at the clock, only one more hour of school before the full weekend away from this place.
i'm not really paying attention to the teacher but i do feel my phone buzzing in my pocket about 20 minutes before the end of lesson. i sneakily take the phone from my pocket and take a look at the text it's from Gerard:
"where's Frank? he's not in class"
why does Gerard even care? Frank probably went home, his parents are normally working after school so he wouldn't get caught if he ditched. i don't text Gerard back as i realise i'll probably see him in 20 minutes anyway. and them minutes went fast because what felt not long after the bell rings and i quickly leave the room and head over to meet Gerard. we walk to the bus without jaylin, she has a different times table to Gerard so we will just probably meet her on the bus. When we get seated on the bus i finally ask Gerard
"why did you even care that Frank wasn't in lesson?" and Gerard turns around to face me seeing as though i'm sat on the seats behind him. i know Jaylin will want to sit next to him plus i normally sit with frank.
"i was worried" Gerard answers
"why?" i ask confused, Gerard's never seemed to show any interest in Frank before.
"storming out like that at lunch" Gerard's voice now sounded very concerned
i look back at him unknowing what to say as my eyes drop down to look at my hands, i feel sorry frank, i really do and i don't know why.
"do you think mum would mind if i invited frank over?" i ask Gerard without looking up at him, Jaylin was just getting on the bus now.
" i don't think she will mind at all" Gerard say a hint of happiness in his voice
Jaylin comes over and sits with Gerard before the bus sets off and i take my phone out and text frank:
"hey frank are you ok? do you want to come round to mine tonight? we can hang out?"

Notes

sorry if i keep changing for present to past tence, i seem to do that a lot.
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