I'll never let them hurt you, I promise

Frank-
Shit was that the bell? i best get to English i don't want to be getting in trouble on the first day back. making my way down the hall ways i can feel everyone's eyes on me, judging me. some of the students are sniggering at me as i passed them, others whisper insults under their breaths "faggot," "emo," "loser."
the sad thing about it is the verbal abuse doesn't affect me any more, i am now numb to it.
I have been called ever hurtful name you can think of, all of them have been said to me at some point, i'm over it. as i walked into the classroom i'm relieved to realise i'm not that late so i just quickly walk to the back or the room. i sit on the desk at the back, that row of desk where no one wants to sit because it's dark and dirty. however i quite liked it, it's peaceful plus people can't stair at me or judge me from back here.
I pull my bag off my shoulder and unzip it so i can collect my books and pens to place them on my desk knowing i will probably have to take notes. When i sit back up on my chair i'm startled to see at my left to a boy with long jet black hair sat on the desk next to me. He looks up at me for a split second but it's long enough for me to see his beauty.
Although it was only a brief second i'm certain our eyes locked together but he looked away, i smile as i turn my glare down to my books. The teacher begins to speak, talking us through everything we will be leaning this year, explaining what we will be expected to do.
I soon realise a smile has creped up on my lips as i think about the stunning boy which mysteriously came out of no where. my thoughts wonder, his dark hazel eyes which glimmered as they locked in with mine, his long messy hair which looks soft and fluffy. It hung just over his eyes only covering them slightly but perfectly. his cute little pixy like nose and pink tinted lips all amongst a blemish-less, porcelain pale skin.
Ok Frankie shut up you creep. stop thinking about him.
As the teacher actually starts the lesson i open my notebook to start taking notes. i suddenly feel a tapping on my shoulder and jump a little turning my face only to be greeted by the new boys face leaned closely up to mine. i inhale sharply as he scars me little,
"hey" he starts "i know this is stupid but i forgot pens, can you borrow me one?"
His voice sounds more feminine then i expected but it's still sexy. i feel his breath hit my face as he speaks and a mixture of coffee and cigarettes fill my nostrils. its a strange mix of smells but it strangely a pleasant one. i think i paused for to long as his smile starts to lower, i mean i was just taking in his beauty.
"um. y.. yeah sure" god damn that stutter
my hand lifts up closer to him passing his the pen within my fingertips and as he reaches out to grab it his soft palm strokes against my knuckles before he pulls the pen out my grip. there's something sexual about it.
"thanks" he whisper his lips curling up a little more as his smile grows, soon his small white teeth are showing as he smiles.
wow he's really good looking.
Then just as i'm lost in my thoughts "who's the cutie"
no not now. why now? why does he always bother me when i'm busy?
"are you ignoring me?" i reach for another pen and write on the clean page in my note book "go away Josh" he looks down at the paper
"you never want to talk to me in front of other people" his voice sounds upset but also mad however he's suddenly gone. He's probably going to be pissed off later but he needs to understand that he can't just show up and annoy me when ever he wants.
After josh leaves i look back over at the new boy. who even josh thinks is cute. he's using one arm to try and cover a sketchbook that he's scribbling down on. he clearly doesn't want me to see what he's drawing but i'm curious now.
I lean forward and upwards slightly to get a better view of his sketch book, i take a little peak at his drawing and see that he's sketching boy with long hair and glasses who's playing the guitar. He's clearly a talents artist but now i'm wondering how the boy he is draing is.
Gosh i'm nosey.

Notes

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