I'll never let them hurt you, I promise

Frank~~~

You can't just leave me on the dance floor alone Gerard I think to myself as my boyfriend walks off leaving me stood alone. so instead of standing there looking totally lost and weird I decide to go get another drink before going over to Patrick and Pete.
"hey guys" I say as I approach them, the two of them are stood pretty close together whispering to each other and I almost feel unwelcome when I join in their conversation.
"I wasn't interrupting anything was I?" I ask and they both look at me confused before looking at each other then laughing.
"um no Frankie" Patrick slurs obviously too drunk to speak properly. I giggle along with them both before rolling my eyes up and down Pete.
"Pete right?" I ask realising I've never really spoke to him before
"yeah" he answers before looking back at Patrick "come on pat maybe you should sit down a bit"
"no I'm fine" Patrick reply's with a drunken giggle afterwards, even though they would both deny it they honestly would make the cutest couple. I watch for a few seconds as Pete try's to persuade Patrick to go have a sit down and once he's been convinced I help Pete carry Patrick's body over to some seats
"good luck" I whisper before patting Pete on the back, watching as he sits down on the chair next to his passed out best friend and with that I decide to go looking for Gerard.

Just as I'm walking through the crowds of people near the dance floor I begin to hear shouting and god only knows I know that voice too well. why is Gerard shouting? I think standing still for a moment trying to re direct myself so I'm following my boyfriend's voice. Once I get closer to him there is a crowd of people circled around him and another boy with long gressey black hair with a blushed red face and some stupid cat ears just like mine. "shit" i whisper just as Gerard starts to calm down. I watch as he peers around the room realising everyone's staring at him and shit this is not good, his anxiety's going to kick in and I know it, I walk closer behind him and now everybody's looking at me as well and just before Gerard can cry I grab his wrist, spin him around and drag him out of the sports club.
Once we're outside I turn Gerard so he's facing me "what the hell was that?!" I ask raising my voice a little too much and I regret it immediately once I see him flinch at my voice. I sigh loudly before wrapping my arms around his neck and reaching up to hug him and push my face into the crack of his neck.
"I'm sorry" i whisper " I didn't mean to shout''
after a moment I feel Gerard's arm relaxing before coming around and clutching around my waist and locking together behind my back. I feel his chest pump violently as his breathing becomes heavy.
"tell me what's wrong baby?" I pled into his neck before gently kissing the skin there and he shivers when I do.
"can we just go home?" he whispers and I sigh in relive to hear his voice
"okay sure" I whisper back before pulling away from the hug and grabbing his hand letting our fingers intertwine as we head back to Gerard's.

Once we get to Gerard's house we walk straight to his bedroom ignoring anyone who may have been In the house if anyone was even in. I close the door behind us before following him over to the bed. he sits with his back rested against the head board and crosses his legs and I sit across from him also crossing my legs.
he doesn't look up at me only keeps his gaze on his lap an I feel my chest starting to hurt at the sight of Gerard upset.
I shuffle a little closer to him so our knee's are touching and reach out to grab one of his hands and told it with both of mine. he flinches once again when I touch him and the aching inside my rib cage only hurts more, I need to help him.
"what's wrong?" I ask squeezing his hand a little however he does not answer
"please tell me why your upset" I say a little louder this time to get some authority in my voice hoping it will make him talk.
useless he doesn't even look at me.
"who was that boy?" I ask and I don't even have to justify the question because as soon as "the boy" is mentioned he looks up at me through his hair although he doesn't speak.
I let one of my hands free from holding his and cup his chin with my fingers, he try's to fight against me but I make him look me in the eye
"Gerard" I say in a strict tone and he signs in annoyance.
"I don't want to talk about it Frankie" and maybe I should just leave it, go to sleep and let him talk in the morning however the fast beating heart in my chest tells me otherwise, "the boy" obviously hurt Gerard so I need to know who he is.
"Gerard!" I almost shout " who was that? did he hurt you?" my voice clearly showing my annoyance, frustration and also worry. I stair into his eyes silently begging him to talk.
However he doesn't speak he just launches himself at me full force, almost making me fall backwards as he hugs me tightly
"I love you " he whispers into my neck as he begins to quietly cry, I'm totally confused by Gerard's action's but I cannot deny him and hug him back tightly
"love you too gee" I tell him honestly as i hold him close to me and let him cry. I slowly bring one hand up and stroke it through his hair letting him slowly calm down.

once Gerard stops crying I realise it's far to late to be staying up trying to get him to talk so I decide we should sleep.
"come on gee, lets go to bed" I whisper into his ear as I run my finger tips gently through his hair. he slowly peals his body away from mine and his eyes are bloodshot red and puffy.
"I'm sorry" I whisper bringing my hand down from his hair to stroke his cheek, drying away the reminding tears.
"I didn't mean to shout or make you upset" I say now bringing my other hand up to wipe dry the other cheek.
"s'okay Frankie" he whispers and I smile a little at his voice before tilting my head a little and softly pecking his lips lovingly "love you" I whisper before hugging him again.
I slowly start to reposition us so our heads are on the pillows, too warm and lazy to get under the sheets. once Gerard lays down on his back I kneel next to him and start to undress realising I'm still wearing the cat costume, I throw the ears to the other side of the room before starting to undo the collar. but as my fingers fiddle with it I feel a hand hitting mine. I looking down at Gerard who's using his hand to swat mine away from the leather
"leave it" he says in a demanding voice and I shoot him a confused look
"what?" he asks "you look incredible sexy with it on" and as soon as the words leave his mouth a blush creeps across my face and he smiles at me innocently.
I do as he says and continue to undress until I'm only wearing my black boxers and the collar. I look back down a Gerard again and watch as his eyes scan my body but don't give him time to talk
"come on, you can't sleep in jeans" I tell him with a smirk on my face as I start to undo his belt buckle. Gerard doesn't object and lets me undo his jeans and pull them all the way off until he's laid in his superman top and his white boxers.
I kiss his lips once before wrapping my arm over his stomach and resting my head on his chest ready to finally sleep. Gerard chest is a lot calmer now as his breathing settles down and I smile contently as I hug him tightly, closing my eyes and falling into sleep.
However I am broken and woken from my half asleep state when I hear Gerard voice loud and bouncing off the room walls.
"it was Bert" was all he said and suddenly my heart drops and sinks into my stomach. my eyes wide now and my brain running through the memory of Gerard telling me everything about bert. so many questions swapm my mind however none are willing to leave my mouth. I defenetly will not be sleeping tonight.

Notes

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