I'll never let them hurt you, I promise

Gerard~~
we finally make it to Patrick's party after hours searching for the perfect costumes and pointless hours at school. however we are finally both here, me and frank stand outside the old sports club building listening to the booming music which is coming from inside. i take a long drag on the cigarette i have lit in my hand before turning to Frankie and handing him the death stick letting him finish it off. annoyingly I've found a new habit of always watching him when he smokes although he doesn't seem to mind. i watch as the black smoke exhales from his mouth beautifully just like that night at bob's party when i walked out on him to see his head against the wall staring into the sky smoking looking sexy like always. my eyes slowly wonder down his body realising why he picked cat costume, he looks absolutely gorgeous and it makes me smile knowing im the one who gets to take him home tonight. obviously being frank he's dressed up as a black cat, he said it suited his personality i think he just likes how sexy he looks with whose ears and that red leather collar, yes some pretty dirty thoughts ran through my head when he bought it, but right now im just taking in his beauty. he's wearing skinny black jeans with surprisingly no rips in them, a black button up that red leather collar which stands out completely from his fully black outfit and a cute mask on his face which consists of a cat face and ears. he look's completely beautiful and then there's me stood wearing a shitty costume, since i couldn't find anything i liked at l the costumes shops i've decided on just wearing my dark denim skinny jeans with rips in and a blue superman shirt. it's the shittiest costume ever but what the hell everyone's probably all going to be too drunk to notice anyway, plus i still look good, well in my opinion i do.
i watch as frank finishes the cigarette then stand on the discarded end with his converse before taking my hand and locking his fingers with mine, although we always hold hands my heart still flutters slightly every time. i smile at him widely
"come on then" i whisper before quickly pulling him inside the front doors of the sport club only to be instantly surrounded by flashing lights, loud music and drunken teenagers. obviously you wouldn't normally be allowed to drink in here under-age but i think Patrick's dad owns this building so he an basically do what he wants and it seems he's having a pretty awesome birthday party so far. not everyone dressed up but the ones who are look good. i soon spot Patrick over by a table which seems to be filled with bottles of beer which im guessing are just there for everyone
"hey" i say reaching Patrick after dragging frank through the crowds with me
"hi" he say looking over me and stumbling slightly quite obviously drunk, but then when he loks over frank he takes his time with his glare i mean i know frank looks good but have some respect i'm clearly right hear holding his hand.
"hey frank" he says in a slurred voice
"oh hey Patrick happy birthday" frank reply's lifting his mask slightly to speak politely
"oh it's not my birthday till Tuesday but thanks" he slurs before picking two beers up from the table
"here" he saying handing one to both of us "there for everyone" he say gesturing to the table "drink what you can" he says before stumbling off with a guy i think is called pete.

As the night goes on me and Frankie drink a few more bottles each and i try to slow him remembering how drunk he got at bob's but he keeps telling me it's fine, he's fine. we walk around and talk to a few people while continue to drink and soon both of us are slightly drunk and the next thing we're on the dance floor. the scene of Frankie and bob keeps replying though my mind but this time i'm in bob's position and i'm a lot more turned on then i should be. i mean what does Frankie expect when he's grinding against me like that and only grinding hard once he feels that's im starting to get hard.
"Frankie" i whine into his er as i push my face through his hair
"Gerard we're just dancing" he reply's back only teasing me more
then just as the song changes i see out of the corner of my eye a recognizable superwoman costume
"one minute, baby" i whisper into Frank's ear before walking over into the crowd leaving frank on the "dancefloor" i do feel bad for just leaving him but he should lean to not be a tease.
tapping the blue material on her back makes her jump slightly before turning around and practically jumping on me as her arms wrap around my neck
"hey jay" i say smiling widely wrapping my arms around her back realising just how much i've missed my bestfriend
"oh my god Gerard i didn't know you was coming here" i continue to smile as i pull away from the hug
"you look great" i say looking down at the blue superwoman leotard he wearing with blue tights and some red shorts over the top.
"we're matching" she says slightly giggling as he pokes me in the chest
"yeah i guess we are" i say before taking her hand and leading her to the drinks table "here" i say handing her a drink, she takes it and sips at it lightly
"who are you here with?" she ask but i can tell by the look on her face that she already knows
"frank" i whisper realising how much i've been ignoring jaylin and spending all my time with frank. before she can speak i interrupt "im sorry we haven't been close recently" and she shoot me a concerned look "i mean he's my boyfriend now and he needs me" the words just seem to flows from my lips without permission
"it's fine Gerard, i just miss you as all" the words calm me, if she was upset or mad she would tell me, but if she says she fine she's fine. Jaylin's good like that she wont hide and lie to me if i've done something to upset her he will defiantly tell me straight up.
"anyway Gerard i've gotta go, i came here with Andy, i don't want to keep him waiting" i look at her concerned for a second before
"you go girl" nudging her slightly and making her blush "ok, don't be home to late though" i say jokingly and with that she's gone, lost in the crowds again.

i pick up another bottle of beer and head back into the crowd for frank, looking around for a few minute realising my visions slightly blurry before i see them stupid cat ears. i walk up behind him and lean into his ear
"hi baby did you miss me" giggling a small slightly drunk giggle
however im stood still with shock as he turns around. this was not frank. this was not my boyfriend. my whole body seemed to start to violently shake in fear, the ideal thing to do would be to run although i couldn't i was stuck, glued to the floor. my legs didn't seem to work.
"whatt... ar..are... you..ddooing"
"calling me baby already have you really missed me that much pumpkin" that voice, that stupid annoying voice. the memories came rushing back hard and heavy and all at once. my head started to pound as my heart beat raced and my body tingled with pure fear.
"what's wrong Gerard" the voice teased the air making it black and gloomy. however i couldn't answer, i waned to. i wanted to hit him, punch him, kick him, beat the living shit out of him, get revenge for all them years where i had been a fucking punching bag to that greesey horrible human being.
"cat got your tongue"
"leave me.... al..alone" my voice cracked although i was trying to sound strong
"why did you leave without saying goodbye" the voice continued after a few seconds and i jump out my skin when his grubby hand comes up and touches my shoulder. i stumble backwards slightly trying to get out of his reach
"don't touch me" my voice sounded much stronger now as my anger started boiling
"baby"
"don't!" i snapped, "just fuck off" my voice raising high and louder then the music "don't fucking touch me.... don't fucking talk to me... don't look at me... don't just don't... don't come near me... " the words which i had wanted to say so many times to him finally left my mouth and it felt good however i soon realised i was shouting well louder then the music and everyone had heard me. everyone was looking at me and i soon fell my anxiety fall into place. great.
Bert's face was a picture a priceless fucking picture
i'd never once in my life raised my voice to him before it felt so good.
everyone around me was silent and i soon became self consious, i scanned the faces close to me firstly i soar Jaylin looking completel fucking shoced but a second later i felt someone grab my arm, i turned to see frank dragging me uickly out the building.

Notes

Bert found Gerard...
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