Helena

~5 Years Later~ Helena's POV

"Helena please baby get up!" Gerard whined. "No." I muttered. "It's not your fault!" "It is! The last thing I said to her was I hate you and now she's dead!" I said tears forming in my eyes. ????I felt a dip in the bed and I was turned onto my back. I sighed. "Just leave me alone Gerard." I said quietly. "I refuse. I have a feeling as soon as I leave, you're gonna lock the door and start cutting." I sighed. "Too late." His face went soft. He took my hands and looked at the fresh cuts from last night. He sighed and a tear ran down his cheek dripping on the bed I shared with him. As soon as My Chemical Romance released their first album we bought an apartment together. But now we have a lot more money due to the second album. MCR started to wear makeup and now Gerard's hair was still longer and darker.

"When?" He asked his voice cracking. "Last night when I heard about her death." He looked away and I saw his shoulders shaking. He was crying. "Have you taken a tablet?" He asked looking into my eyes. I nodded. "Is it working." I shook my head. "I thought after school, everything would get better, but instead depression is eating me alive." I said. "You know I love you." I nodded. "I don't see why. I'm ugly and horrible and depressed and I still cut." "That's not true Helena!!!" He snapped standing up. "Yes it is and I caused Robin's death!" Robin killed herself last night due to me saying I hated her when she tried to apologize. And I felt horrible. "No you didn't!!!!! It was her choice!! Helena!!! You are my everything!!! You are perfect just the way you are!!!"

I wiped my eyes and just stared at my cuts. He wrapped his arms around me. "You did nothing!!!" "YES I DID!!!" I said. He didn't reply. So I ripped his arms off and ran into the bathroom. There was a knock. "Helena!" He whined. I took a razor blade and put it above my wrist. Tears streamed down my face as I let the blade cut deep into my skin letting blood seep onto the floor. There were three loud bangs on the door and it fell to the ground. I gasped and Gerard appeared and grabbed the blade. He threw it and tended my wounds. "You must hate me by now." He shakes his head. "Of course not. I love you." "No you don't." He rolled his eyes and picked me up bridal style.

He placed me on the bed and whispered, "I'll show you how much I love you." He slid off my shorts and panties at the same time and took off my shirt and bra. This wouldn't be the first time.... He kissed my neck and I could feel him already growing harder and harder. It did turn me on. I took off all of his clothes and I said, "I'm taking control." He shakes his head tsking. "No can do. This is my turn to show you my love." I sighed and nodded. He pushed himself inside of me. I had grown used to him by now. I would always be in pain and some pleasure when we had sex before because he had an awfully large member and it was too big for me. I moaned his name which turned him on and caused him to thrust harder. "I'm gonna---" "Then do it." He growled. So I listened and we both came.

"Gerard? Helena?" I hear Frank call. We freeze. Gerard was still on top of me and he was yet still inside of me. Gerard dropped onto me, pushing himself deeper making me moan. He covered my mouth before it went to Frank. He shook his head. "I don't see how I can't moan when you're inside of me and your very sexy right now." He nodded, "I know it's not helping that I want to ride you like a cowboy again. Maybe if we don't speak, he will go away. Let me see if I can slowly lay next to you." I shook my head, "One move, and I will scream trust me. I feel like I'm ready to have an orgasm." He nodded and remained in me. That's when the door opened. Thank God we were covered in blankets. Frank's eyes went wide and he gaped as Gerard groaned and buried his face into my neck.

"Uh I came here because we have an interview. We nodded and Frank ran out of there. We finished up and rushed to get clothes on. I did my makeup and Gerard did his. "No! You're doing it wrong let me help you." "Fuck you." He said. I laughed and we went to the interview place. Some girl named Ellie was interviewing them. I was going to watch from behind the camera. They all sat around and were handed mics and Ellie introduced them.

"So we have this first question to Gerard. How is your sex life with Helena?" Gerard froze and he laughed nervously, "Wow, great start to an interview." They laughed. "Well uh, amazing." Everyone cheered and awwed. The interview went on, they talked about Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge and other stuff. When Ellie asked them all what they loved about their girls when it was Gerard's turn. "Gerard, what do you love about Helena?" He smiled widely. "That will be a loooooong list." We laughed and he said, "Well, I love at night I get to lay in bed with her and stare into her green eyes, her laugh is adorable, I love when I come home she's always standing and waiting to greet me, I love how she makes this concentration when she paints, I love how's she shorter than me, I love her green hair, I love the way she sleeps, I love how she is light, I love how she blushes, I love how we can be serious and have fun. I just love everything about her. I have a perfect girlfriend."

I couldn't help but smile. He was so sweet. God I love him. "So, it has been five years, have you and Helena ever fought?" "Only like twice. They weren't break up worthy. We are a strong couple and we talk out our fights." They all nodded. "So, do you plan on marrying Helena?" Gerard smiled and bit his lip. "Some day. I mean we're only 23. We have time." She laughed. "So there has been some hatred about you and Helena. Some people are shipping you with Lyn-Z. Do you think Lyn-Z is pretty?" "Well yeah sure, she is really pretty." Gerard's eyes went wide and he said, "Oh God I am so dead!" We laughed and Ellie ended the interview. Gerard bounded over to me. "God, each and every time I saw you, I wanted attack you." I laughed. "Wanna go fuck in the car?" "Would I!!!!!!!!!?" He asked like a little kid. He dragged me to the car and shoved us inside slamming the door. "Wow third time today." Gerard said as he took off his belt. "Yeah, are you sure you can handle it?" He sighed and smiled, "God I love you.."

Notes

So I decided to do five years later in the revenge era. So what did you think?? Thoughts please??? Sorry this sucked.---Killjoy_Love19