Helena

Helena's POV

I woke up to loud wailing. And shushing with quiet singing or murmurs. I sat up and slipped my pajamas back on. Gerard and I got home and went straight to that bed with no stopping. I walked into the living room of the penthouse. Gerard stood there with Bandit in his arms and he was cradling her. He sang Sleep to her. A new song off the new album. "Just sleep." He sang. I noticed his eyes were puffy and red. He had dark circles around them and his eyes were glossy. It looked like he was going to burst into tears. "Gee? Sweetie what's wrong?" I asked softly making my way over to him.

He jumped up and whispered, "She's gone." This scared me a bit. Who would be gone? "Who?" His lip quivered. I knew he was gonna fall. He made it look like he was holding a bag of bricks. I took Bandit. Well she was very light. I put her in her crib kissing her forehead. That's when Gerard crumbled onto the ground in tears. I sat next to him and pulled him into a tight hug kissing his head. "Who is gone?" I asked. He looked up and whispered, "Ma." I froze. His mother. "H- how?" I asked. "I....called..her..and..said..we..got..married..and..she..said..she..wanted..to..see..us..and..
she..said...she...was..taking....a....plane....and....then...." I stopped him and said, "I'll be back Love."

I kissed his cheek and got up leaving him on the floor. I exited our penthouse and went to Alicia and Mikey's. I knocked and Alicia opened the door. She gave me a small smile. "You found out?" "Yes, but how?" She nodded letting me in. I sat on the couch with her and she asked, "Where's Gee?" "On the floor. I can't stand seeing him like that. Like when he had depression twice. God I couldn't handle it." "I feel you. Well, Gee called their mom and told her the news of you guys. She wanted to see you in person to congratulate you guys and then she got on the plane."

She paused because we heard a loud sob. It was Mikey. Oh poor Mikey. "I'll be right back. He keeps napping then waking to cry. Kinda like a child." She said. I shook my head and stopped her. "Let me." She nodded. "Be my guest." I got up and walked into the huge bedroom. I froze. On the bed Mikey was sprawled out and next to him all these pills surrounded him along with bottles of vodka. He had foam and blood coming out of his mouth. He twitched every now and then. "ALICIA CALL THE AMBULANCE!!!!!!!!!!" I screamed running to Mikey. To admit, I was the closest to Mikey. And this tore me apart.

"Why?" She asked walking in. She looked around, "I CAN'T FIND MY PHONE!!!!!!!" I looked with her and just ended up running out the penthouse screaming, "SOMEBODY HELP US!!!!!!! A DOCTOR A PHONE ANYONE!!!!!!!!!!" Lindsey and Frank's door opened and Frank handed me his phone. I ran back to the room with him following. I threw it to Alicia who dialed 911 as I laid by Mikey. "Flip him to his stomach!" She said. I flipped him over and he started to vomit all over the floor.

There was a lot. Blood came out and spit and vomit. He wasn't even awake. I patted his back and ran a hand through his hair. More and more vomit spilled out of his mouth. Soon we heard the sirens. I ran back to our penthouse and burst open the door. Gerard was asleep on the floor and I grabbed Bandit and put her in her carrier. I wrapped her up and shook Gerard screaming in his ear. "Fuck Helena what!???!" He shouted. He seemed very pissed. The last thing he wanted was to be woken up by his wife with screaming in his ear along with wailing from his kid.

And after hearing about his mom and had no coffee whatsoever. His anger washed right away as soon as I burst into tears collapsing on top of him. He caught me and hugged me. I cried into him and he pulled away holding my shoulders. "Helena, speak to me what's wrong?" He asked looking very scared. All I could choke out was single words. "Mikey......vodka.....pills.....hospital." Gerard understood and he shot up. He grabbed Bandit's carrier and picked me up. He walked out and shut the door. He slid the key card into his pocket. "Here let me help you." I hear Christa say.

She takes Bandit from Gerard and looks at me as Gerard holds me bridal style. He decides to carry me by giving me a piggy-back ride. He rest my head onto his back and run my hands through his hair. I found comfort in that and sobbed into his hair. As we walked, he kept rubbing my knee trying to reassure me. Christa looked at me and winced. I could tell I was a horrible and sad sight to see. We got to the hospital and walked in. Gerard put me down and I balanced before he pulled me onto his hip holding me by the waist.

We met up with everyone else and Lindsey and Frank took Bandit as I cried into Gerard. He sat me in his lap and I felt to small. Well....I was. They all knew how close Mikey and I were. We were like brother and sister. I mean, Mikey and Gerard were pretty close, and Alicia was dating him but I was his sister. And this hurt me. A doctor came out and cleared his throat. We snapped up and I wiped my tears. "Three people are allowed to see him." Alicia, Gerard, and I plus Bandit all went to the room.

It had turned out Mikey OD'd. We entered the room and Mikey laid there as pale as ever. His depression was rising more the doctor had told us. The more dark thoughts he thinks, the more depressed he gets. "Can I speak to Mikey alone?" I asked them. They shot up. "Yeah sure!" They left with Bandit. I hugged Mikey tightly. "I don't wanna live anymore." He said. "Stop Mikey." "I don't." He mumbled. "You will beat this, and it will be okay. Just think happy thoughts. Tell me one thing that will make you happy." He sat for a while thinking before he said,

"Marrying Alicia."

Notes

Sorry I haven't been updating this story. But I'm still here. So comment and such thanks don't leave me!--Killjoy_Love19