The Hardest Part of This Is Leaving You

From that point on I felt more alone than I could honestly say I ever had. Mom dove right back into work ignoring me and my fucking cancer. Granted it was only stage 2 or 3 but apparently that wasn't enough for her time of day. Mom called my dad in whatever redneck town he was living in at the time and he swore up and down he'd come visit me all theway in Jersey when he 'got the money', I knew he'd never get the money, I'd die before he could.
Well, there was Frankie. But, after the night at the hospital it was tight lipped smiles and dead eyes. I guesss he felt guilty for whatever reason that didn't stop him visiting and hugging me and having Gerard bring me fast food and candy, despite getting yelled at by the nurses. It got better when I could go home no doubt about it. He drove me home because guess who was on call? Then Frankie turned on Netflix and we cuddled on the couch watching House M.D bit ironic right?
" Frankie.... Will you stay until mom gets back?" I asked shyly. I didn't want to be home alone didn't want to have to think except to what the he'll was wrong with whoever was seeing Dr.Gregory House.
"I....I don't know.... Gerard and Mikey probably wantme home... And your mom probably....." He rambled giving every excuse to not say.
"Then let them come over Frankie " he sighed picking up his phone and dialing Gerard and whoever this Mikey was. Half an hour later my doorbell tinged lightly. Frank opened it and in walked Gerard with his usual copious amount of treats. Kinda like he was saying 'I'm sorry you have cancer here's a KitKat' Ithought it was great though i loved candy and sweets so I certainly wasn't going to complain. As he tossed the bag to me A small boy about my age walked out from behind him.the boy looked at me timidly . He had floppy black brown hair and black rimmed glasses.
"Hey guys this is my baby bro Mikey..." Gerard beamed brightly tousling the boys hair "Mikes this is Raven" he smiled slightly at me as I guided Mikey and Gerard in from the porch. The stood around looking about my house. Frankie stood up and high fives Mikey who looked like he'd rather not be here. He stood shoulders hunched hands in his pocket.
"Are you the girl with the uhh... With uhh..." Mickey murmured barely audible looking at his shoes. I nodded and he smiled at my acknowledgement of him.
"Hi Mikey Nice to meet you feel free to do what you want, I have Netflix and soda and probably pizza don't be shy ok hun" I said quietly to him, he seemed very small and fragile and despite the slightly condescending way I spoke to him he smiled very brightly to me.
"Thank you....Gerard and Frank told me a lot about you... A hospital Bed really?" He smirked lightly at me still speaking faintly he even sounded genuinely curious.
I smiled and whispered.
"Yep. That idiot over there rolled onto the floor" i pointed to Frank and Mikey giggled. He was saying it jokingly and I decided I liked him he wasn't antagonizing me about it or acting like I had the plague because I had Cancer. Yes I liked Mikey

Notes

Ok guys thank you for reading please tell me what you think the usual I'll try putting a new chapter up tomorrow guys also sorry bout the curve ball last chapter but I mean y'all read the tittle you coudve guessed it so....