The Hardest Part of This Is Leaving You

Mikey and I stood up from our 'activity' and he slightly and discreetly palmed himself for a second to get the buldge to go down. We would be eating breakfast with my older brother and his boyfriend after all. Mikey quietly headed to the kitchen and I went to the bathroom and took my pills dry, I noticed one I hadn't seen in a while, the pills I used take for depression, I couldn't remember the name but I distinctly remembered the blue colour.
I headed to the kitchen where Robin stood making pancakes with Tyler, Mikey however sat at the table awkwardly but they all turned to me as I entered the room. I sat down next to Mikey squeezing his hand and kissing him.
"Stop touching!" My brother exclaimed slapping our hands. I pouted at him angrily.
" Come onnnnn, WhY not?" I whined grabbing Mikeys hand again.
"TWENTY condoms that's why" He hissed and Tyler laughed clearly about to interject with a story but my brother shushed him.
" We just blew them up like balloons" I laughed making Mikey grin.
"Yeah well except for three of them" Mikey muttered under his breath. My brother just sighed putting down the pancakes on the table and ruffled the small bit of my hair that had finally grown back in. We ate without event, soon after Robin and Tyler left saying mom would be home in a couple hours.
The second they left Mikey pushed me onto the couch straddling me the same way he had earlier. It was rough but I would be lying if I said I didn't enjoy it. Which was lucky since the pressure I felt against my inner thigh told me Mikey enjoyed it to. He bit my collarbone hard making me yelp out a bit untile Mikey started kissing me and biting my lip.
He started to grind down on me and I tried to do the same making him grin pulling away from our kiss.He slid his hand down my pants withtout warning making me moan
He clamped his other hand down on my mouth as he made circular motions around my clit making me moan again . With his mouth he bit down again on my collarbone harshly.
I pushed him away a bit when he started to pull down my pants. He stopped and looked at me in horror pulling away completely. He covered his mouth with bothe hands.
"Oh my godIm so sorry I shouldn't have done any of that I was being to rough and I didn't even ask permission ohmygodimreallysorry Raven please forgive me" He muttered through his hands looking ashamed.
" Hey it's fine, I was just going to say we should move into my room actually" A look of relief crossed his face as we headed to my room.

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Thank you for reading hope you enjoyed ;) (i know it's just like foreplay but I suck at real smut) hehehe get it suck Please tellme what you think I'll post more soon