The Fic Without a Title

I didn't know what happened.
It seemed like everything went by way too fast, and honestly most of it seemed like a blur.
I knew Mikey almost beat me up, that would've been okay, I didn't care about that, I wanted to make sure Gerard was okay after Mikey threw him off of me. I only wanted to make sure he was okay.
"I-I don't know... I just... He... I don't know why I did it!" Gerard stuttered, covering his face with his hands and shaking. Ah. That was a blow to the ego. I guess he regretted doing it, which he has every right to, I just didn't want him to hate me again. Mikey was holding Gerard and rocking him back and forth, mumbling that it was okay and no one was upset with him.
It was... numbing, in lack of a better word. I wanted to be the one holding Gerard, but he probably didn't want that. I wanted him to be comfortable and okay, even if it meant staying away from him.
"Frank, I think you should leave." Mikey muttered. I nodded and started to move towards the door.
"N-no." Gerard started, shaking his head. "H-he can stay. Just... in the guest room."
The words started before I even knew what I was saying. "Gerard, I can leave if you don't want me here, it's fine." "What? No. I want you here. Just, in the guest room, okay?" Gerard said softly, rubbing his nose on his hoodie sleeves. Mikey picked Gerard up and put him on the couch before walking out, mumbling about needing to prepare the guest room.
"Frank, listen-" Gerard started, looking up at me.
"No, Gerard, it's okay. You regret kissing me and it's fine. We can forget it happened and we won't talk about it." I said quickly, cutting him off.
"I don't want to forget." He said quietly, looking at his feet. "I just, we'll be friends right now, okay?"
"Okay. It's fine. If you want me out of your life, I'll leave." I stared at him as he shook his head. Even with his nose and eyes red and puffy, he was still beautiful.
"What are you thinking?" He asked, sniffing a bit.
I smiled, laughing softly. "I was thinking that even with your nose and eyes puffy and red you're still beautiful. And then I started thinking about how I could fall in love with you."
He paused, turning slightly red. "As a friend, right?"
"No."
Mikey walked in, nodding in approval of the distance between Gerard and I before telling me that the guest room was ready. "Few rules for the house: don't break things, don't molest my brother in his sleep, don't conplain about the rules."
Mikey said, handing me a pillow. "Oh, and the pillow's Gerard's, so sorry about the smell."
"Awesome. Goodnight guys." I said, hugging the pillow to my chest.
"Night, loser!" Mikey yelled, launching a rubber band at my head. Gerard thumped Mikey on the ear before speaking. "Goodnight, Frankie. Sleep well."

Notes

Yes I am emo pastry
-LoveLikeWarped