you're the only one who understands me

Mikey's pov*

"DIANA PLEASE WAKE UP!" i said while the guys and i were taking her to the closest hospital, she wasn't breathing and i was really worried, when we arrived to the hospital they took her to a room, she had lost too much blood, she cutted soo much... i felt something i haven't felt in much time, a tear going down on my cheek, i was really sad about Diana, i treated her like shit and i deserve it, i deserve to loose the woman i love for being so stupid, but she doesn't deserve to die because it's all my fault... "Diana Cowell?" asked the nurse, i stand up and she tells me "are you her brtoher?" "NO, her boyfriend" i said quickly "well, she has lost too much blood, hopefully we got some of her type of blood but she is in a coma and honestly we don't know if she is gonna make it, i'm sorry... even if she wakes we have to give her mental treatment to be sure she never do this again ok?" i felt like i was going to cry "ok... thank you, can i see her?" if she is going to die at least i want her to know my feelings "no sorry, you can come tomorrow" she said and i just left the hospital, i went to the house and everyone stared at me, then i explained all and ran to my room, i lock it and start to cry, i found the little box wich contains my best old friend, the razor, i made new cuts... i forgot what it felt like, i started crying louder untill i hear a knock on the door "Mikes, it's Ray and Frank, please open the door" "i'm ok" i said trying to not crack my voice "NO you're not, you're crying" i cleaned m tears and the blood and hide the razor, i went and open the door oh oh... i saw Frank staring at my new bleeding cuts "...you did it again..." obviously he saw the cuts and it was noting worth to hide them "Mikes, you have the fault you trested her like if she was a slut and made her feel bad" "i didn't mean it, i was just jealous that she could be with another man... i love her" "you asshole, don't you see that she loves you?, you could clearly see it in her eyes" i was feeling like i wanted to kill myself "get out" i said angry, i was going to do it "but Mik-" said Ray "i said get out!" i said even more angry "Mikes don't-" said Frank "I SAID GET THE FUCK OUT!!!" i screamed and they leaved giving me that look of 'don't do anything'... i locked the door and they started knocking and kicking the door, i grabed my razor and made deeper cuts, just like her cuts, i tryed to made every cut that she made, same large, same deep, same place, same number, same blood, then i felt what she felt, i was getting asleep...

Notes

short but...yeah it's shitty... well i hope you like it anyways :)