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Diana´s pov*

I woke up in my room, i guess i fell asleep, i tried to move but i couldn't so i looked back and it was a sleeping Mikey holding me tigh like if he was trying to protect me from everything, i looked at his arm and saw scars and bruises, then saw a cuple of fresh cuts, but i didn't want to bother him, it would be stupid because i also have fresh cuts and besides he looks sooo cute when sleeping, i went to shower tryiing to not wake him up, i changed into my riped skiny black jeans and my MCR t-shirt, then went for my make up and aplied some eyeliner round my eye as always, some mascara and red lipstick, thanks God it's saturday, so i was going to walk to the park, i grabbed my copy oof the keys, write a note and walked outside locking the door again.

Mikey´s pov*
Diana fell asleep in my arm at half movie so i brought her to her room, shee looked so indefense and i imagined his father raping her, it's horrible i swear i will kill that motherfucker, i lay on the bed and hug her like if i was protecting her from everything that would harm her because that's what i want to do forever, then i fell asleep..When i woke up Diana was gone, maybe she went out for a walk she liukes to doing that a lot so i'm not worried...6pm and Diana is not here, maybe she went to the mall, i just wish she would take me even if i know she doesn't like me i just wish... 10pm and Diana is not here, maybe she went to dinner but at least she could have invited us or tell us, she let a note but well it's weird..Midnight ad she is not here, i can't believe she went to a bar, i wish i was there with her to protect her from every man that would come close to her, we are in New Jersey and it's dangerous, i hope she will be fine, of coourse she will, she is the best... 4am and she is not fuckking here, i'm starting to get sleepy but i'm not going to sleep because now i'm angry at her for having us so much time waiting for her, she didn't even pick up her phone and i've called her thousdands of times, she is gonna get in lots of trouble, i love her but she can't deo whatever she wants... i woke up to the sun of the window lying in the couch, oh she was really late at home, but she will hear me!, i ran to her room and open the door screaming "DIANA i don't care if you're asleep but you better explain why did you get too late to the house?!D-Diana?!" i started to cry.

Diana´s pov*
"after i went to the park i saw a lot of people and then saw him, my father, i tried to hide but he saw me, then grabbed my hand slowly because there was paparazzies and this would be a scandal, when we arrived with Margareth she looked at me weird like asking me what was i doing there, my father grabbed me hard and took me to my room and... did it again, he fucking raped me again Mikey, and now you are screaming me! that´s the prove that nobody wants me or cares about me! please leave me alone!" i said explaining at first but then i screamed for how he talked to me "Diana i didn't knew it, please forgive e, i thought you were out in a club or something else!" he said almost crying "well no, i mean i'm covered of blood and just arrived here a couple of hours bafore and fell asleep, so leave me alone! now!" i said screaming i wanted to die "i'm sorry but i will not, i don't want you to do anything stupid, remember the letter?" he said "oh the letter didn't said that you had no trust on me, so if you won't get out i don't care, you'll seen it" i said going for my blade, was i going to cut in front of him? it's not a big deal he have done it " seen what?" he said worried "this" with that i started doing one cut slowly, one cut fast, then i was passing the blade all over my amr thousdands of times per minute "STOP! you're hurting yourself!" it was hurting my arm, and to see him crying too but i was too angry i wish i die righ now "not as much harm as he did!" and with that i made a final vertical deep cut on my wrist feeling blood in all my arm and clothing, i started to feel weak an before i pass away i heard "NO, DIANA! GEE, RAY, FRANK PLEASE CALL AN AMBULANCE, PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!" then i closed my eyes and the very last thing i heard was the boys screaming and crying? no they coudln't be crying for me! no one could cry for me!..i sleep or that was what i tought that i was doing...

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