you're the only one who understands me

*Diana's pov*
I jumped at my bed and closed my eyes pretengin to be asleep but it didn't worked, i heard loud footsteps coming to my room, all that i could do was staying in my bed pretending to be asleep not moving at all "D-diana i k-know y-you can h-hear m-me!!! you b-bi-bith" said my very drunk dad, a tear was about to roll down my cheek but i hold it, my father would know i'm awake, then i fell my head hit in something "i told you to get your ass up slut" my father pushed me to the other side of my room and my head hitted with the corner of my little desk, i started to feel soe liquid on my head, blood definitely , "fuck, then we will talk tomorrow h-honey" e said and finally closed the door, i locked it and curled starting to cry, i couldn't take it anymore i made lots of new cuts on my arms, and some on my legs, i wanted to die and i would have do it a couple days before but now i had a reason to live; Mikey and the other boys, they were really my best friends almost like a family, that's it i will call them, before i went to my phone my dad heard me and came to my room again, i didn't made it trough my bed "you were awake, you slut" he ripped my t-shirt and all my clothes, then he undone his pants "not again, please there have been yearssince that, not again please" i thought (the last time he raped me was when i was like 7 years old, just before he left me in Jersey with Margareth).
He took his pants and walked out my room, there was blood all over the bed and i was in so much pain i couldn't move "this motherfucker is paying for this" i said to me, then i holded my cellphone, my throat was hurting of so much screaming and i couldn't talk, not like this so i sended a text
G he raped me plz get me out of here-D i waited not hopping to get answer, he should be asleep but i got it D don't worry beautiful everything will be ok, i'll be there in 5, get ur stuff ALL OF THEM u are getting the hell out of there forever-G that gave me strenght to get up, lock my door and pack up everything, i didn't had much; clother, makeup, music, lapton, cellphone, and most important my razor blade, i would be dead without it.
Just like Gerard said he got here in least than 5 and i was grateful, i looked at my room and it was empty except for this little note i left for Margareth Marg. Mr.Simon did it again and i will not be trough this again so i'll go living with my new best friends at least while he is here, i will keep in touch with you but not with him, please send me a text when you read this, if my dad reads it i will ask for the password anyways, please i know i can trust you..xoxoxo Diana.
I wasn't reall leaving forever, just for the time my dad will be here, when we arrived home everyone stared at me and hugged me tigh, there boys read minds because that was just what i needed "i'm sorry i should have kept you safe, i knew what he could do i should have protect you more, i'm sorry about what he did, are you ok? do you need something? does anywhere hurt?" asked Mikey looking me with worried eyes "i'm fine just my WHOLE body hurts, i think i'll get trough it again but thanks anyways Mikes" i weakly smiled and he smiled back sadly. We went to sleep because tomorrow was school so we had to get up early, wich i hated, but it will be better living with the Ways, and Frank and Ray ....

It's been 3 weeks since i'm living with Mikes, Gee, Frankie and Ray and it's been really fun, Margareth always calls me before going to sleep and sometimes when my dad is out in some internet dating she comes to visit us and bring us some cakes she says is to thank the guys for making me soo happy and for helping me trough this, they are soo cool even that i'm the only woman here, they got me a special room decorated not girly but with little rock bands posters, then on a free wqall they put a Green Day poster in half and in the other half a My Chemical Romance poster made by ourselves it has a photo from us 5, me at the center and the boys at the sides, and it said "My Chemical Romance BFF" it was soo cute, i went close and it had special messages from each one, they were really long first was Mikey "Diana i know you lived a hard life over the past years, i know how is like to feel alone, and depressed, like an outsider but believe me together you, me and the boys we will get trough this and erase these war marks from your beautiful skin, because they are not scare, they are war marks agains't yourself, i know them, do you know what would happen to me if you'd go? it would happen like a bee when you take away the sting, i would die... and i just wanted you to know that... Loves you Mikey" i almost cried, the next was Gee "Diana, i know how hard it's the time you are passing, me and Mikey got trough it, we were alone just like you were, but we found the boys and now you found us, if we stick together we will get trough this because together this shit is ease pease, pumpkin pease, pumpkin pie motherfucker! so stay strong and keep running my little sunshine...Older stepbrother Gerard" i was about to tear up, i din't want to read anymore because i knew i would cry but i was curious about what Frank and Ray wrote so i just readed the nextg one "Dear Diana.... honestly when i saw your cuts i felt really bad about all this, you are so much perfect to do that to your perfect sking, you are beautiful, smart, talented, nice, kind... the list would run the whole day so tu sume it up you are PER-FECT, don't let anyone tell you the opposite or just don't listen to them because you are better than them, and you will always bee...Your minion brother forever Frankie" i was aleready tearing up as i read Ray's "Diana... just like i said not having scarsw doesn't mean that everythign it's ok in the head, it jsut means that i'm too afraid to exprees it, i completely understand you and support you, i love you not like the way you think but like my little sister who i have to protect, and i promise you as long as you are with me nothing bad will happen to you, if it happens then you will take me with you in your way to it... please stay strong for me, for the boys, we need you sooooooo much and coudln't stand to loose you for a sadness moment...Fro Fro Queen Ray"i was crying like crazy so i ran up and hugged the boys who looked my weird, i expleined and thank them for their letters and then we all cuddled and saw a movie...
I was happy for the first time in a long time...

Notes

well i'm still really shitty about this sooooo this is really short... please vote, rate, comment an subscribe... THAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNKKSSS