you're the only one who understands me

*Mikey´s pov*

"What The Fuck?!" said my brother when he saw the things we putter for the 'gig', i laughed and just nooded, i putted on my bass and conected it, then i looked to the other boys and conect their instruments "Oh no, we're not doing it, not in front of someone else, she will just laugh at us and i don't want that" said Frank hiding behind Gerard "She is singing too so if she is laughing she will laugh at herself too" i said looking at Diana, damn she was beautiful but i couldn't tell her i love her, she would never talk to me because i know she doesn't feel the same, she would never love someone like me i know, i'm lucky that she is nice with me or maybe she is just playing.. the boys finally agreed and putted their instruments, Gerard got close to the microphone and checked it then i looked to Diana into her beautiful green eyes "what do you want us to play in our first concert just for you?"

*Diana´s pov*

"What do you want us to play in our first concert just for you?" said M ikey smiling, damn this boys was handsome i was falling in love with him but i'm sure he doesn't feel the same, i'm just lucky that he is nice to me, he would never love someone like me... i thaught and said "Do you have something from Gre..." "Green Day, yes we have Boulevard of broken dreams and minority" said Mikey cutting my words like if he knews it "i knew you were askig for that" he said smirking and they started playing, aqfter a few songs from bands like nirvana, smashing pumpking, the miisfits and things like that Mikey said "ok, now lets show something from ourselves" then they looked at each other and Gerard sid "Skylines and turnstiles" and they started to play i song i never heard before, from themselves, and Gerard kept saying what i supposed was names of the songs and playing them "Headfirst for halos" "Our lady of sorrows" "drowning lessons" "demolition lovers" "honey, this mirror isn't big enough for the two of us" "vampires will never hurt you" "Thisi is the best day ever" "Early sunsets over Monroeville" then everyone looked at him, something was wrong "Cubicles" said Mikey in low voice to gerard, the Gerard looked at him and said "i can't" in low voice too... Mikey sighed and looked at me "i heard you singing this last time so you will do it with Gerard, here is other mic" i din't kknow what song was 'till Gerard said te name in his microphone "from Evanescence, Wake me up inside" i knew that song it was my favorite Evanescence song and then the song started ad i started singing ad then Gerard said some words in times:

How can you see into my eyes
Like open doors?
Lading you down into my core,
Where I've become so numb.

Without a soul,
My spirit's sleeping somewhere cold,
Until you find it there and lead it back
Home.

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside.
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside.
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark.
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run.
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone.
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become.

Now that I know what I'm without,
You can't just leave me.
Breathe into me and make me real.
Bring me to life.

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside.
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside.
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark.
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run.
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone.
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become.

Bring me to life.
(I've been living a lie.
There's nothing inside)
Bring me to life.

Frozen inside without your touch,
Without your love, darling.
Only you are the life among the dead.

(All of this sight,
I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark
but you were there in front of me)
I've been sleeping a 1000 years it seems.
I've got to open my eyes to everything.
(Without a thought
Without a voice
Without a soul
Don't let me die here.
There must be something more).
Bring me to life.

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside.
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside.
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark.
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run.
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone.
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become.

Bring me to life.
(I've been living a lie. There's nothing inside)
Bring me to life


and the song got over, it was really nice singing with this band, and the booys were ice, we keppt singing some songs and the laughing at some funny melodies and things they do with the instruments and Gerard played with his voice in the microphone with a voice tuner, it was really fun and i was laughing like crazy...
the pizza arrived and we ate it like animals, i wanted to pay the half but they didn't accept it, it was really hot and Gerard, Frank and i were the only ones with hoddies, they took it of and pputted it on the sofa then they looked at me and said "Diana, take of your hoddie, don't worry we are not kind of perverts, you are in comfidence" i din't want to take it off because i knew they would see my scars and just said "i'm a little cold" big lie, i waqs sweating "it's really hot, come on take it off or we will do it" i din't want to soo i got up the table, grabed my plate and wash it and went to the sofa, i heard soome whispering and then everyone came with a smile, that wasn't a good sign.. They started to tickle me and i started laughing like crazy, i forgot about my hoddie while i was fighting and Mikey came and somehoow he took it off, everyone went back and i was lying on the floor in shock from the tickles, as soon as i coould breath again that was just 2 seconds after mikey took the hoddie, i got up and putted my arms behind my back but it didn't worked, Mikey gave me the hoddie in silence and they looked at each other, Great Diana! now they are scared about you, they will never want to talk to you again,fuck!!!! " Why do you do it?" said Mikey and he gave me a weak smile "i'm so sorry Mikey, you all should think i'm crazy" i said almost about to cry, the Mikey looked at Gerard and Frank and nooded at them, i didn't understand nothing, they rolled up their sleeves and had cuts all over their arms too, Ray just standed behid me and he whisppered in my ear "we are all just like you, i don't have scars physically but that doesn't mean i'm fine up here, we understand you and support you, we will get you trough this together" he said rubbing my back, he holded my arms and putted them back in front with my cuts visible... Gerard kissed my scars and the next thing i know was that we were all cudling in a big group hug, then everything kept normal and the boys started telliing me funny past stories and telling jokes about everything... i saw the hour and it was midnight, i only had one message from Margareth "Diana, i know you are with your friends, your father asked where were you and i told him, you can stay to the time you want just remember tomorrow is wednessday and don't drink any alcohol... if you promise not to do that you can be home at 3 am if you want, just remember the school PD: i will be asleep so i will leave the key under the plant outside as i always do" i ended readiing, she was the best maid/mother someone could ask for and everything kept normal, then i received another text frm her but this one scared me "Diana, get home here now! your father arrived drunk and we know ow is he when he is drunk so please get home now, i will try to distract him, please when yoou arrive make a loud noise in the background so he go check, i want you to go to your room by your window and prented to be asleep please, i'll try to contain hiim... hurry!!!!" that was all the message said, a tear went trough my cheek, the last time he got drunk he almost rape me and i would not allow this again, i started to tear up with my cellphone in my hands without knowing the boys were staring at me "DIANA! ANSWER ARE YOU OK?" said Mikey i just coudln't answer, then he took the phone out of my hands and readed the message, the he readed the message i sent last, i tahought i just think about that "the last time he got drunk he almost rape me, he hitted me so hard that i couldn't moove, he broke a bottle on my head, that's when i started cutting and i will not let this to happpen again, cover me i'm on my way" omg i sent it and Mikey saw it, his eyes were at the edge of crying and Gerard took the cellphone and did the sema, then frank and finally all the group knew about it i coudln't help it and cried while i was picking upp my things, i saw they were doing something to my phone "c-could...y-you...g-give...m-me...my...p-phone?" i said crying, Mikey huged e and said "sure, now you have our numbers in there, if that bastard does anything just call me or Gerard or Frank or Ray, anyways we all live in this house, promise me you will call" i smiled and nooded as i walked out their house "wait Diana, i'll take you in my car, get in so you are there faster" said Ray running, i got up and we drove over the limit, he was nervous, when we arrived i went to my room for the window just like Margareth said and he helped me doing a loud noise in the background, he leaved and i putted my pj's fast and pretend to be asleep...

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