you're the only one who understands me

i turned around and saw Mr.Simon standing there, how the fuck did he found me? it's impossible, Margareth would never tell him "h-how did y-you find m-me?" i said trying to scaape and getting ready for screaming... "honey, you are a Cowell, of course they would know about you, obviously they called me" i have to scream, but he is calmed so it will be easy, he goes to the door and locks it "now bitch, why did you scaped? you slut, i give you everything and you waste it all? you deserve dying!!! oh, i forgot why are you here, you tried to suicide! you are WEAK! you are USELESS! you should have DIED! why don't you try to suicide again huh?" he began to take his belt off, " HELP! SOMEBODY HELP ME NOW PLEASE!!!" i screamed as loud as i could, he was already with his pants down and getting closer to me, just in case anyone hear me i pushed the button for the nurses to come and the emergency one, everyone came aat that instant and saw my dad with his pants down, they tried to get him out, but he gave them lots of money and they escorted me to his car, fucking corruption, when we were leaving i saw G's car and tried to scream but he never listened. We arrived to the house and i locked in my room while he was trying to open it, i sended a text to G saying where i was and begging him to pick me up without Mikey...Sure bby, i'll be there in 2 minutes, stay strong-G that made me secure of myself and i went to the window so wen G arrives i would just jump, he did he stoped the car and told me to jump, he will catch me, he always does, in that the door burst opens and my dad enters with a stick, i jump and G catchs me, we go to is house where Mikey begs for me to forgive him, i pass him by and go to my room, i just fall to the bed, it feels good to be finally "home", someone knocks up "come in!" i said, it was G, he was looking a little bit sad "hey Diana i just want you to know that Mikey loves you, he thought you were dead, he stayed at the hospital everyday since you went on a coma, he never leaved, he barely eats now, you died for about 2 minutes acording to te nurses, he leaved because he didn't wanted to see you die knowing it was his falut, he loves you so much, more than you could ever imagine, pleasee forgive him, i know i'm no one to tell you to forgive him, but please, he deserves a chance just as the chance you gave yourself... please D" i almost cried, did he really stayed? was he really worried? i didn't look at him but he was pale and looked like a fucking zombie, what have i done to him? "ok, let him pass" he smiled and ran over the stairs, then he stopped and i heared other pair of shoes running but it was coming closer, then it was time "OMG Diana i'm really sorry for everything, i'm the worst human being in the planet, i made you almost die with what i told you, i didn't mean it, i was just jealous that you could be with someone better than me, i didn't know what really happened but now that i know it i promise i will trust on you forever, you know, i stayed there but i couldn't stand if you would have died, seeing you there and me doing nothing knowing that it was my fault but the good thing is that you are alive and with me, i just love you sooo much and if you don't want to forgive me it's ok, but i just want you to know that i love you with all my heart and-" i kissed him, he was really bad and i needed him so much, i feel like i want to be with him for the rest of my life, well he saved it so i owe my life to him...i need him so much, i need hiw warm hugs, his perfect smile, his beautiful eyes, simply i needed him....

Notes

i'm back... i haven't updated in like forever but i had a few issues with my parents for some self-harm problems... i know you don't care but just for you to know, i'll try and update more...