I'm not okay (Ferard) (teacher/Student)

I got home and most of the lights were out. I put my stuff down and went to the kitchen looking for food. I found a sticky note from my parents:

Mikey,
We are going to be a little late tonight. We were called back into work for a meeting dinner and probably won't be home before you are asleep. There are leftovers, we have pizza rolls, and we left money for pizza or Chinese takeout if those don't sound good. We love you. See you tomorrow morning
-Mom and Dad

Wow, thanks for caring about me Mom! There was no money there so I imagine Mikey took it already. I found some pizza rolls and popped them in the microwave while I took my stuff to my room. When I got back they were done so I went back to my room, popping one in my mouth and at the same time burning my mouth at the same time.
When I got to my rom, I took my sketchpad out and started sketching the first thing that came to my head, so I could turn it in tomorrow.
When I was finishing the details, I realized it was Mr. Iero again. I smiled at it before realizing that this was supposed to be what I turn in tomorrow and I would have to draw something else. Why does this keep happening?! He is just so perfect. I decided on quickly sketching a vampire, my favorite monster.
When it was finished I added some red accents and made the paper look misty around him. When I was finally satisfied I went up to the kitchen to put my plate in the sink. While I rinsed the plate off, I heard the door shut quietly, like someone was trying to sneek in. A few minutes later I saw Mikey going to his room.
"It's okay Mikey, they still aren't back yet." I screamed to him.
"Oh thank God! You gotta hear about tonight. So Bob, Pete, Patrick and I went to the movies and we were watching Dawn of the Dead. So these girls sat down next to us and were really scared, right. So at a scary part in the movie after this really pretty one screamed and was now shacking and was cuddling to herself, I hugged her right. And she snuggled into me. The rest of the movie we stayed like that, and after the movie she was thanking me for "keeping her safe", right. So I was like, "no problem" and she invited me to get desert with her and her friends and we al met these really cool girls who like comic books and zombies and good music and we have a date for another night and..." Mikey kept droning on about these amazing girls that they met. I smiled and nodded, happy for him. I wish I could meet someone I could actually be with. I mean, I love Frank, but I want him to hold me. I want to be his, but that can't happen, right, because HE'S MY TUTOR!

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