
Vampires will always hurt you
ugh
What was i thinking, kissing the poor fertile. Terrifying him. Oh god i ruined my own chance with him. I needed to apologize that was if he could even stomach me. I suddenly stopped and realized that i had never once in my life cared this much about kissing someone but then again never in my life has someone ran off after i kissed them. I walked into the bathroom and wet my face. Gosh i was sweating like crazy. I grabbed my phone out my pocket and texted him "Hey I am so sorry i done that. I swear i wont ever do it again without permission. This is so embarrassing ugh sorry again" I went back to my room, slammed my door; then fell onto the floor in a slump. Perfect end to the night.
By the time i got home i was almost crying. I don't know what was happening to me. I didn't want to be in love but i was. I got in my face red and puffy making my brother and Dom dad growl and my fertile dad to run at me and pull me into a hug, no doubt knowing exactly what was happening. I told my brother and dad to calm down while me and my other dad went upstairs and had a long chat about mister Iero. We talked for about two and a half hours before my dad satisfied i was crying my heart out anymore went to do laundry. My phone buzzed in my pocket but i just ignored it. I couldn't face Frank it would be utterly impossible. I pulled over my laptop and opened it i went on facebook and had no kidding 50 messages from Frank. I smiled a tiny bit. This boy sure did want me. I suddenly felt bad for ignoring him i guess he just couldn't help himself and he sure felt bad. I decided to text him back. "Its okay Frank just forget about it. I over reacted and shouldn't have ran off its just i like you alot and i don't really know how to deal with these feelings. i hope you understand" A few seconds later i got a reply "Gerard i think you are the most perfect person ever and nothing you could do would change this. I know you don't want a mate yet so the flirting will stop, Sorry again" I felt my heart burst. I was madly and hopelessly in love with this boy. How could this happen. I replied "I actually quite like the flirting and Frank just so you know. You are the first Dom i have ever felt these feelings for and i like it"
Notes
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8/15/15