In The Mourning
Part Twenty-Eight
"Are you going to Jean's party tonight, B?", Frank asked while picking out his jeans.
His cigarette was still hanging between his pink pierced lips. He took a long drag once in a while and exhaled it. It was around 2PM and it had been two weeks since we got back together but I never went to The Way's anymore because I knew Mikey was avoiding me so I just decided not to make things hard for me. Jean is one of the guy's guitar technician. I wasn't close to him so I guess I could lie my way out of this.
"I don't think so, Frank. I don't really know Jean and I gotta head home.. I gotta take care of this thing", I said.
Frank threw his cigarette butt out of the window and looked at me, "Your parents are in Milan.. Pretty sure Beatrice took care of everything"
"Can you go and I just spend the night here? I really don't feel like going out tonight", I lied.
Frank didn't have any clue about what happened. He thought Mikey was angry at me because of Frank's accusation. Pretty sure Frank won't be pleased if he found out about Mikey and I didn't want to jeopardize our relationship anymore.
"If you're not going, then I'm not going", Frank stated.
But I knew he only said that to make me go. After debating with him why I shouldn't go, I finally said yes. I wore a maroon sleeveless top and gray colored jeans while Frank pulled out his faded black jeans and paired it up with white plain top.
I was carefully lining my eyes when I saw Frank coming into the room. He sat on the bed and looked at me. I was too focus on getting the eyeliner right when I heard Frank chuckles.
"What?", I asked, annoyed.
"You know I love you right, Blair?", he asked.
Surprised.. I walked to him and wrapped my hands around his neck. His hazel eyes were melting my insides. My body was screaming for him, all I wanted to do was to plant a kiss on his lips but I didn't have to say anything and he suddenly pulled me into a kiss.
We were really into the kiss when Frank pulled me to the bed without breaking the kiss, even for a second. My spine shivered when he started kissing my neck while his hands were slowly rubbing my arms. He climbed on top of me before taking his shirt off. I wasn't thinking straight but I knew what was going on and I didn't care. I moved my hands from his head, to his waistline while tugging his pants down. I was about to reach for his boxer when he stopped me.
"We shouldn't be doing this..", Frank slowly said while softly holding my hands.
I was gutted and more to ashamed. I was only wearing my bra and jeans and when he asked me to stop, I felt completely naked. I pulled the sheets to cover my chest and looked away.
"No baby it's not like that", Frank said in a hush tone while hugging me from behind.
"I thought you wanted this", I replied.
"I do, B. I do. More than you know but you're special, I don't want your first time to be like this", he said.
I heaved out a heavy sigh and looked at him, "I guess so.. It's getting harder to resist you.."
Frank smirked before kissing my cheek, "I know, baby. There's no use of sleeping in separate rooms. You know I'd end up sneaking in"
"I need to get ready again! My top is somewhere. Can you leave the room so that I can get ready, again", I said.
We left the house at half past six and when we arrived at Jean's. Everyone was there but I didn't see Mikey. Frank went straight to the kitchen to get us some drinks and I bumped into Gerard at the pool. He was smoking his last puff of cigarette before saying hi to me. He pulled me into a big hug and messed up my hair.
"How are you, B? Never come to my house anymore!", Gerard said.
"Yeah.. I haven't been around", I lied.
Of course Gerard knew I was lying.
"Liar! I know what happened between you and Mikey..", Gerard replied.
"Yeah about that can we ta-"
"There you are! I've been looking for you!", Frank interrupted.
Nice timing, Frank.
His cigarette was still hanging between his pink pierced lips. He took a long drag once in a while and exhaled it. It was around 2PM and it had been two weeks since we got back together but I never went to The Way's anymore because I knew Mikey was avoiding me so I just decided not to make things hard for me. Jean is one of the guy's guitar technician. I wasn't close to him so I guess I could lie my way out of this.
"I don't think so, Frank. I don't really know Jean and I gotta head home.. I gotta take care of this thing", I said.
Frank threw his cigarette butt out of the window and looked at me, "Your parents are in Milan.. Pretty sure Beatrice took care of everything"
"Can you go and I just spend the night here? I really don't feel like going out tonight", I lied.
Frank didn't have any clue about what happened. He thought Mikey was angry at me because of Frank's accusation. Pretty sure Frank won't be pleased if he found out about Mikey and I didn't want to jeopardize our relationship anymore.
"If you're not going, then I'm not going", Frank stated.
But I knew he only said that to make me go. After debating with him why I shouldn't go, I finally said yes. I wore a maroon sleeveless top and gray colored jeans while Frank pulled out his faded black jeans and paired it up with white plain top.
I was carefully lining my eyes when I saw Frank coming into the room. He sat on the bed and looked at me. I was too focus on getting the eyeliner right when I heard Frank chuckles.
"What?", I asked, annoyed.
"You know I love you right, Blair?", he asked.
Surprised.. I walked to him and wrapped my hands around his neck. His hazel eyes were melting my insides. My body was screaming for him, all I wanted to do was to plant a kiss on his lips but I didn't have to say anything and he suddenly pulled me into a kiss.
We were really into the kiss when Frank pulled me to the bed without breaking the kiss, even for a second. My spine shivered when he started kissing my neck while his hands were slowly rubbing my arms. He climbed on top of me before taking his shirt off. I wasn't thinking straight but I knew what was going on and I didn't care. I moved my hands from his head, to his waistline while tugging his pants down. I was about to reach for his boxer when he stopped me.
"We shouldn't be doing this..", Frank slowly said while softly holding my hands.
I was gutted and more to ashamed. I was only wearing my bra and jeans and when he asked me to stop, I felt completely naked. I pulled the sheets to cover my chest and looked away.
"No baby it's not like that", Frank said in a hush tone while hugging me from behind.
"I thought you wanted this", I replied.
"I do, B. I do. More than you know but you're special, I don't want your first time to be like this", he said.
I heaved out a heavy sigh and looked at him, "I guess so.. It's getting harder to resist you.."
Frank smirked before kissing my cheek, "I know, baby. There's no use of sleeping in separate rooms. You know I'd end up sneaking in"
"I need to get ready again! My top is somewhere. Can you leave the room so that I can get ready, again", I said.
We left the house at half past six and when we arrived at Jean's. Everyone was there but I didn't see Mikey. Frank went straight to the kitchen to get us some drinks and I bumped into Gerard at the pool. He was smoking his last puff of cigarette before saying hi to me. He pulled me into a big hug and messed up my hair.
"How are you, B? Never come to my house anymore!", Gerard said.
"Yeah.. I haven't been around", I lied.
Of course Gerard knew I was lying.
"Liar! I know what happened between you and Mikey..", Gerard replied.
"Yeah about that can we ta-"
"There you are! I've been looking for you!", Frank interrupted.
Nice timing, Frank.
11/24/13