
Give a cheer for all the BROKEN
My Only Hope Is You
~*~ One Month Later ~*~
>Gerard's POV<<br> A month has passed since the night Linda was raped by her father, slowly she has been opening herself up again. It's been amazing having both her and Baily living with Mikey and I. They haven't touched a razor since then, Linda's still healing and everyday I kiss her faint scars to remind her that she's beautiful. Mikey and Baily have even gotten closer, he's been good to her and taking care of her. A couple weeks ago their father tried to find them, he called Linda's phone telling her how sorry he was. I hung up the phone for her and blocked his number.
The annoying sound of my alarm clock awoke us from our peaceful sleep. After shutting it off I flipped over to look at Linda who was already staring at me. "Hey beautiful."
"Do we have to go to school today?" Everyday she asked me this and everyday I would answer her the same way.
"Yes, now move it. Plus today is Friday, soon a whole weekend to cuddle and being with each other. We'll be alone too, everyone's going to Ray's, unless you want to go too."
"No, it'll be nice just the two of us for once."
"Shut up!" Mikey yelled, "it's too early for your lovey conversations!" We both giggled and got dressed for school.
The school day was going pretty fast, I was in home room with Linda and it was a free time where we got to do what we wanted. The teacher excised herself for a moment, as soon as the door shut the class got louder and multiple conversations began. Josh stood up and came towards me, until now he refused to even look at me since the mall incident. He stood there, eyes to the floor and hands shaking. "What do you want Josh?"
"I'm sorry........for everything." Linda now stood up and came right next to him."
"Bullshit, if you're really sorry say it to our faces. Look us in the eyes and tell us you're sorry." Josh was terrified and went to sit back down. Yep that was my girlfriend, a fiery flower who doesn't take shit. Finally the final bell rang and Linda and I went home. I planned a whole romantic weekend since it would just be the two of us. Starting with tonight with a romantic dinner cooked by me.
I took Linda into the living room and made her stay there the whole time I was cooking. Tonight I was making pasta and garlic bread. The water was boiling, noodles cooking and bread baking. "Gee I'm hungry, is it ready yet?" I shouted back a no and started to set the table. Two candles placed on the center, I lit them, the shadows dancing on the walls. A bell signaled the noodles were cooked, so I added seasoning and spices. I scooped it into two bowls and place them on the table. Next the bread was ready, putting them on a plate and then onto the table making everything complete.
"Okay it's ready!" Linda appeared and right away there was a sparkle in her eyes. Like a gentleman I pulled out her chair and once she was seated I pushed her in. At first we ate in silence, the only nose being our chewing and our forks scraping on the bowls surface. "Everything taste alright?"
"Just perfect, like you." I picked up a piece of noodle and gave her one end, placing the other in my mouth. As if in a Disney cartoon the noodle became shorter and shorter until finally our lips locked together. She giggled and we kissed again. After dinner we cleaned up together, being exhausted from school we went to bed afterwards. We got into our pajamas and laid down. My arm wrapped around her tiny frame, I was protecting her, my other hand brushed her blue hair gently in a calming manner. "I love you Gee."
"I love you Linda."
Saturday, today I had everyone's help to make things perfect. Baily and the guys were taking Linda out of the house so I could set up. I told them what I had planned, they promised she would return ready. Baily wanted to take her for a spa day and clothes shopping. Frank stayed to help me out, really I just think he didn't want to go to the mall all day long. First we cleaned every room, major areas were scrubbed down really well. Then we started decorating, Frank was really great at coming up with ideas.
Flower petals on the floor, they lead from the front door into the bedroom and then all over the bedroom floor and bed. Battery operated candles made a pathway the same as the roses, as much as Frank wanted real fire I couldn't take a chance with having an accident. Ray made me a mixed CD with songs he thought would be perfect for tonight, I didn't listen to it so I was trusting his judgment. We put that in our player in the bedroom and turned the volume up, getting it ready for later. Lacy and satin clothes were draped and tied randomly, I choose the colors blue and black for everything. Blue to represent Linda and black for myself.
Tonight was the night, I wasn't going to push her but I just knew. At first anytime I even tried to touch her she would shake, with time she got better. Some nights though she still wakes up from a nightmare, drenched in sweat and crying. Tonight I wanted to show her that not all memories are bad ones, it was time to replace that horrible sexual moment with this passionate and loving one. Time was getting close for Linda's return, I thanked Frank and he left for Ray's. I quickly showered and got dressed in a black suit with a red tie.
Setting the moment up I turned off the lights, turned on all the candles and hit play on the music player. I could hear my heart beating, I love Linda and everything about her. She's been happier with me, her smile is bright and her eyes now have a sparkle to them. I stood in front of the bed holding one blue rose with black specks and a gift box. Suddenly I hear the front door shut, "Gerard are you up here?" The footsteps got closer, stairs creaking under her, but finally they had stopped outside the door.
The door opened and revealed Linda, my girlfriend, my love, my life, my everything. Her hair cascaded down over her shoulders, the blue hit the top of her new white dress. The color stood out against it beautifully and her new black combat boots worked with the entire outfit. She walked to me, her eyes showing signs of tears. I handed her the rose and kissed her cheek gently, then handed her the gift. Linda opened it to reveal a heart necklace, inscribed on the front was our initials L and G, and on the back was 'The Only Hope For Me Is You'.
She turned around to let me put it around her neck, I heard a new song start to play, it was Beautiful by HIM. My fingers traced softly across her neck and upper back, she shivered from my ghostly touch. Then my lips took their turn and kissed from her shoulder up to her neck, she tilted her head to give me better access. There I left my love mark, my vampires kiss to show her and everyone that she is mine.
My lips moved to her ear and I sang the current verse sweetly to her, she melted and I could see her knees get weaker. I picked her up bridal style and laid her on the bed. First I took her boots off and my shoes, she pulled on my tie bringing me down to her lips for another passionate kiss. Without breaking the kiss I removed my jacket and loosened my tie. We broke for air and I took this moment to remove the tie and my shirt, he hands explored my chest.
I did struggle a little with my bat belt buckle which made her giggle, once it was gone so were my pants leaving me in my boxers. She stood up and let me unzip her dress, it slid off her body smoothly and now noticed she wasn't wearing a bra. At first she tired to hide her body with her arms but as I laid her back down on the bed I took her wrists in my hand an held them above her. "Don't hide yourself away from me, I want every inch of you." A small moan escaped her precious lips, I left little kisses on both her breasts, giving each one proper attention.
I held myself above her, "Linda I love you and want to make you feel pleasure you've never felt before. Only if you're ready though, we can stop at anytime." Her hand traveled to my face and touched my cheek.
"I want this Gerard, I'm tired of being scared. Please make me feel complete." We kissed this time more lust filled, my tongue danced with hers as I explored her mouth, trying to memorize everything about her. I broke the kiss and slowly removed her underwear, then my boxers. Now we were both completely vulnerable to each other but we trusted ourselves to be that open to one another. I put the condom on and started to lube myself, I put on probably too much but I didn't want to hurt her. Linda bit her lip waiting for me, I gave her one last look and she nodded giving the go ahead.
My cock was already hard it was hurting, needing attention that it would soon get. Achingly slow I started to slide myself into her, my body begged me to go faster but I couldn't, not yet. It felt amazing though, her warmth surrounding me, inch by inch I kept pushing inside. Finally I was fully in and she let out a deep breath, "are you okay?" She nodded again, her eyes shut as she was lost in complete euphoria. I licked my lips and pulled out a few inches then pushed back in. The slow pace was killing me, it must have been torture on her too.
"Gerard, please faster. I want to feel you, I need to." She didn't have to beg me long. My pace quickened and I began to thrust deep inside her. Our moans escaping our lips were loud filled with lust. Her hands gripped my shoulders tight and we legs wrapped around me pushing me in farther. "Oh God no....." Linda started to cry, she was thinking about her farther.
"Linda, open you eyes baby. Look at me, you're safe with me in our bed." She finally opened her eyes and saw me, our lips found each other again and she was back with. The memory of her father being replaced with us at this moment. We locked eyes, never parting as I continued to thrust faster. "Linda I'm close.....I'm so close......"
Her body began to tremble slightly, at first I thought something was wrong until I felt her walls tighten around me and my name escaping her lips. Seeing her fall apart underneath me and her tightening was enough to push me over and I came just as hard as she did. I slowed down my thrusts until finally pulling completely out. Our breathing was fast, a fine sheen of sweat our bodies and each other on our lips. I disposed f the condom before lying next to her, again wrapping my arm around her.
"I love you Linda."
"I love you Gerard."
Notes
Hello lovelies!!!
So special chapter written by me MCR_ShatteredHeart, hope you all enjoyed and continue reading this story. Thanks for reading and let me know what you thought about my guest written chapter.
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@Mel Way Horan
I should be starting it when my thanksgiving break starts next week
11/21/14