I’m Not O-Fucking-Kay

All three of us were pulled into the principles office. In my head I was scared and thinking through what I needed to say. What if I get suspended where would I go?

“Afternoon, what happened in drama? Can I have Amanda speak first” oh for fuck sake; the bitch is going to lie.

“Well I saw those two love birds kissing and I politely asked them to stop just in case they got in trouble and well Avril got all worked up about it and decided to slap me. She probably thought I was jealous or something considering I done nothing wrong” she said with a smirk.

“Uh sir, can I say something please?” I said with a slight anger. Ugh I was right.

“Call me Mr Black, and sure”

“You – uh Mr Black - you do know she’s lying. Not about the kissing part but I will talk about that afterwards... uh she was tormenting us and calling us names”

“Like…?” if you let me continue you would have found out.

“Like she calls Gerard Way 'Thangs', me princess but in a sarcastic tone and calls frank a dwarf as he’s short for a guy. Yes I know this doesn’t sound terrible but you wouldn’t like it if you was trying to have a life when someone is always constantly knocking you down” I actually had a tear come from my eye, not because of Amanda but because this is how everyone is towards me; especially Dad.

“I guess that is true, Amanda I don’t believe you sorry, even though it wasn’t terrible what you did I’m still going to suspend you because bullying is wrong” not going to lie I felt like laughing but I still had to explain the kiss.

“3 days shall do it. I’m going to call your mum up so you can go home. You may also leave my office, and as for you two – explain why you were kissing in my class”

“It- it was my fault” frank explained as Amanda left the room, “It just happened and I promise it won’t happen again”

“I take your word for it but I am very sorry that I will have to suspend you both for at least two days due to the school rules being broken”

“Okay sounds fair enough really”, I nodded agreeing to franks comment.

“Okay I will call up your parents frank and what shall I do with you Avril”

“Please don’t call up my dad, I get in enough hassle with me and this is the first time since my mum died I have been happy, please” oh no the water works are back.

“okay I won’t say this time but anymore hassle and I will have to, um we will just need to find you a house with an adult in to supervise you as you live in an apartment alone” Mr Black explain.

“She can stay with me, my mum will be fine about it hopefully” frank asked.

“Okay just let us know for sure, and you may leave my office now”



*Franks POV*


I waited for my mum to arrive but I sent her a text to explain Avril’s situation. Thank god this woman didn’t punish me because she said it was a form of defence and kissing is nothing at all in drama as you do jack shit in it anyway.

I didn’t really know how I was feeling right now. I mean I kissed Avril like half an hour after she kissed my best friend. I felt guilty but I think I love this girl. She’s different and mysterious. Words can’t describe her.

My mum appeared at the school and led both me and Avril to the car which I presumed we were driving home in.

“So when did you get a girlfriend Frankie?” my mum asked. My cheeks went bright red. I mean I haven’t had a relationship in over a year but that relationship was hell. I hate Laura so much and she was the biggest mistake in the world.

“No actually Avril’s just a friend” I blushed.

“Friends don’t kiss” mum laughed. I looked over to Avril who was redder than Kurt Cobains red hair. I swear she is so cute.

“True but I don’t know” I sighed to giving up with my mum as she will be right either way.


The whole car journey was silent besides the slight noise of ‘The Killers’ playing from the radio. ‘Mr Brightside’ started playing and I swear that song explains exactly how I feel right now. There were a variety of lyrics that related to me right now “Gotta gotta be down, because I want it all” I did want it all. I wanted Avril.

“It started out with a kiss. How did it end up like this? It was only a kiss.” Another lyric that describes me… if I didn’t kiss Avril I probably wouldn’t be feeling this bad right now. I have to go and mess everything up when she could have Gerard. He would treat her lot better than I ever would.

“Jealousy”. I was jealous. I wanted Avril all to myself but I couldn’t as of Gerard. I don’t want to lose Gerard as a friend either but I love Avril. I’m just scared of what will happen in the future…


I don’t want to lose her.

Notes

my laptop has been broken and i have had exams so it has taken me a while to update.
sorry:(
but much love <3