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I’m Not O-Fucking-Kay

I Never Want To Let Down

“Sing me to sleep, sing me to sleep, I’m tired and I, I want to go to bed”

My alarm went off ironic how the lyrics were exactly how I felt right now. Oh my god so excited for school – not! I would rather die than start here. Even though I have some friends I am still scared. Pfft you’re probably thinking “Avril scared? No way”… truth is I am scared; school is hard… it’s even more hard when your only parent isn’t even in the same continent as you let alone the country.

I rolled out of bed and made my way over to the shower and brushed my teeth. Ugh can’t be fucked to eat, I guess I’m skipping breakfast today. After the relaxing shower I decided to get dressed. My uniform is disgusting but I guess it’s better than some. I had a uniform in England so things like this don’t bother me.

I looked in the mirror and didn’t like what I could see. Uniforms make me feel like everyone else so I decided to grab some of my badges to jazz it up Avril style. Perfect. I had my Dr Martens to express my style from my knee length socks and long-ish skirt. Badges scattered across my blazer and my “Jack and Sally” rucksack. I love nightmare before Christmas and every year on Christmas morning I watch the film. My mum and I used to do this every Christmas so I planned to carry it on till I die.

I looked at my hair… what am I going to do with you? I decided to just straighten it and leave it down as that’s what it looks best as. I put a light amount of eyeliner on and put on my necklace. My mum brought it for me. It was a sugar skull and my mum brought it back from her trip in Mexico, it was beautiful.

I walked over to the school entrance. I glanced over and saw a crowd of kids - probably beating some soul up. I decided to go over to the crowd to help the kid. I noticed that face, it was Gerard.

“What is your fucking problem?” I yelled at the jocks.

“Oh Princess is coming to save Thangs Kid” the jock strike back. Wow so imaginative with your names; deserves a clap up the ass.

“Yeah I am the princess” I grinned, “the mother fucking princess so you better move your asses off him before I get the king involved”

“Oh gonna call daddy? He gonna beat me up” chav.

“Not quite the king I was aiming for, more like my fists” I smirked, “I used to do boxing, I know my aims” I started clicking my fists.

And with that the jocks ran off. Scared of a little girl. Pathetic.

“Hey you okay?” I asked Gerard while helping him up.

“Yeah sure, thanks for saving my ass” he smiled at me. Gosh his smile was amazing even if he had a cut right across it. Shit he has a cut. Those mother fuckers are gonna get it.

“I’ll help ya clear your cut up” I knew for a fact I had the biggest smile on my face right now. I don’t know why I was this smiley; I mean the dude just got beat up.

After I cleared up his cut in the guy’s bathroom (seriously wasn’t the best idea in the world but fuck it) I asked him about what lessons he had today.

“Art, Chemistry, Music and History”

“I take all the same but history – not my thing” he laughed at that comment.

“What you take instead?”

“Drama”

“Of course, little drama queen” he said poking his tongue out. I seriously couldn’t stop giggling.

“I think we have chemistry first, that’s good”

“Whys it good? Chem is shit” I replied.

“All the guys are in that class, same with music! Frank takes drama and well you have me and ray in art” ugh why frank? That guy pisses me off.

“Ah sweet cool, should we go to class?”

Gerard just smiled and nodded. We walked off to chemistry.

Notes

Necklace From Avrils Mother <3


Gonna be honest Avril is based on Avril Lavigne as shes like my idol:')

Comments

@Runaway
Sure I am:3 I don't always have a laptop so my updates are kinda shitty I guess:3 and I hate incomplete fanfics but i shall try my best to update soon, maybe even today if I can:3

Hey are you still writing this? I want to know what happens next, and you now there are some people that leave fan fictions incompletes :(

Runaway Runaway
8/25/14

@Killing_the_love
thank you! :3

I love this story!

@BADWOLF
Heheh :') i love them:3 they are very talented:')