I’m Not O-Fucking-Kay

Bob left to get his friends as they didn’t know the way here. So I decided to set up. I wanted my walls black with one wall bright hot pink. On that pacific wall I planned to have my bed there and have poster scattered across it. Posters from bands like; Nirvana, The smiths, Radiohead, Smashing pumpkins, misfits, iron maiden ect… my bedcovers were also plain black with a pink throwover and pink pillows to match the wall. most of my furniture was black with hints of pinks thrown everywhere. I looked at the paint and tried to open the lid. It just wouldn’t boost. A loud knock came from the door and as that happened the lid flew open. Lucky only a small amount of the paint spilt.
I walked over to the door to see Bob and four other guys. Damn they were hot. There was a guy with a hug fro and he looked like a guy you could cuddle for days. There was another guy with glasses at the end of his nose; to be honest he was pretty cute. Beside him was a guy smothered in tattoo – fuck he was hot. And lastly there was a guy with long black hair with a hint of eye liner on. I felt like my dad sent me to fucking boy heaven. I knew I could at least try and get some fun.
Bob introduced me to them all, “fro fro is ray, they guy with the glasses is Mikey, the short ass tattoo kid is frank and the emo one is Gerard”
“im not emo” gerard hissed but his tone changed when he looked at me, “hi cutie whats your name”
“im not cute but my names Avril, that’s with a V”
“Well hi Avril with a V” they all laughed and said together. Boys.
“Well instead of standing around all day could ya dudes help me with my room please?”
They nodded and I instructed them what I needed done. Me Gerard and frank painted the pink wall why everyone else done the black ones. Frank insisted he done pink as its apparently his favourite colour. I need Gerard though as he was tall enough to reach the ceiling.
I was painting away on the wall when I felt a roll of paint cover my face. I turned my head to see frank there. Bitch. I got my roller and dragged it across his hair and smiled.
“now you look like an emo princess” I giggled.
“holy fuck… avril what have you done to me” he said sadly. Poor Frankie-boo. And within seconds I saw frank raging towards me with a massive paint brush.
“gerard save me please… get the looney away from me” I was in hysterics and with that I felt gerard throw me on his shoulders.
“franks too short to get you now” the three of us were laughing madly till ray told us to stop dicking around and finish the job.
Once my room was finished I brought the guys pizza and offered them to stay and watch a film with me. We decided to watch “white chicks”.
When it got to the part ‘A thousand miles’ song played we all stood up and sang and danced together. I gotta admit this is the first time in forever that I have felt like I belonged. I knew these guys would be my friends.

Once the film ended frank decided to throw a strop because no one wanted to play truth or dare.
“fine” I gave in and with that everyone else did.
“I dare you Ray toro to suck yourself off” frank laughed. I was really confused to why he’d ask that but ah well.
“there is no way in hell I am doing that so I forfeit” ray said in shock.
“forfeit is to drink 15 glasses of flavoured milk” frank said with the biggest grin on his face. I knew this would make ray sick which was selfish of frank even though it’s a dare.
“ray aint doing that, I’m not having him sick” I said.
“why not?” frank screamed childishly.
“I AM NOT HAVING HIM SICK” I bitched back.
“killjoy” frank hissed, “fine then fro fro do a hand stand because that wont cause harm”
I just rolled my eyes at frank as if to say STOP BEING SO CHILDISH.


After an hour of dares the guys left and I decided to sort myself out for my first day of school tomorrow. I don’t know why but I am scared. Im never scared of anything but I guess its because I feel alone. No one out there really loves me. I have no family. I have the guys I met today but I doubt they love me – I’d be surprise if they are friends with me for over a week. I know I am a bitch but I guess everyone has been nasty to me so they made me like this. And with that I started crying… why am I this pathetic? I decided to jump into my new bed and with that I fell straight to sleep.

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