The amount of pills I'm taking, counteracts the booze I'm drinking

Frank-
Thank god mikey's appointment ender sooner then it was suppose to, he came out looking happier then he did when he went it there. Ed has that kind of effect on people. Once mikey was back in between me and Gerard he looked towards me "Ed said you can go in now" i nod my head but just as i'm about to stand up mikey asks
"do you want us to wait for you frank? Gerard could give you a lift home" i look up at Gerard's lurking eyes for a second before shaking my head. i probably seemed rude but i couldn't stand the awkwardness between me and Gerard. "no thanks mikey, I'll probably be in there longer then you was and i don't live far from here anyway" i say saving myself. "ok" he reply's standing up to meet me
"your still coming round tomorrow though right?" he asks. shit id forgotten about that "uumm yeah" i whisper "ill come at 4" i tell mikey whilst taking another daring glance up at Gerard who is now staring straight down at me. "Alright then" he answers his smile slowly starting to drop off his face "bye" he says as hey both start to walk away. "bye" i say back to him as i watch them leave.
Gerard slightly wiggles his butt when he walks you know.

*BEEP!* *BEEP!*
my alarm clock starts going off. god why did i put my alarm on, i had no reason too. i roll over to look at the time 10:00am i have time to go back to sleep right? i close my eyes again and slowly start to drift off back to sleep.
i start having this dream, i'm at Gerard's apartment but i'm in mikey's bedroom playing on the x-box, for some reason mikey's not even there. i stand up and walk out of the room and down the hall way, i soon reach the kitchen where i see Gerard standing but with his back facing me, "Gerard" i ask.
he turns his body around slowly and looks straight down at my crotch. my eyes follow his and i look down my body. fuck. i'm hard. what i'm not even turned on. am i? when i look back upwards im stunned to see Gerard face extremely close to mine, he doesn't say anything but i do feel his hands wrapping there fingers around my hips and pulling me in closer to him. shit, now i am turned on. His haze eyes lock in with mine as he inches his face closer to mine.the sides of our noses are touching and he leaves about half a centimetre gap between our lips when he suddenly speaks "i know you want me Frankie"
i suddenly wake up. WHAT THE FUCK. did i just dream about Gerard?
How long was i asleep for? i turn to look at the clock on my bed side 15:30. oh my god how the hell did i sleep for that long. why didn't my parents come and wake me up? oh yeah i forgot they don't give a shit about me.
fuck. i've got to get ready to go to mikey's i sit up on the edge of the bed looking down at my boxers, gosh that dream was very realistic.
after calming myself down i change my boxers and put some clean black ones on, i side on my back jeans and my favourite band tee along with my boots on my feet. i glance in the mirror and notice i have slight dark circles under my eyes. how is that even possible i've had so much sleep today there's no possible way i'm tired. i run my hand through my hair which i never brush then head for the door. i pick my jacket off the coat rack and shout "bye" but no one answers as i leave. yeah they don't care about me.
I start to walk towards to bus stop when i suddenly see a car i recognise out the corner of my eye, i turn to look closely, it's Gerard's and he's waving me over. When i reach the car he unwinds the window and give me a slight smile "get in" he whisper. i'm confused but i do as he says and i start to walk over to the other side of the car, Gerard leans over the inside of the car and opens the door for me, i enter and sit inside closing the door after me, i look at him intensely realising that i have literally just been dreaming about this boy.
he starts laughing at me as he realises i'm staring, but i speak before he can "where's mikey?" i ask confused
"he told me to come get you" Gerard informs me "i didn't think you'd be this late though" he adds. i pull out my phone and notice i have 5 text messages and 3 missed calls one from mikey and 2 from an unknown number
"that's mine" i hear Gerard's voice as he leans closer to me looking down at my phone "you can save it, if you want" he say before starting the car.

Notes

i can upload one more chapter tonight
i hand write all these chapters first so my hands are absolutly killing me
sorry about spelling mistakes as always
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