Gerard-
Frankie's told me to come home, get some sleep but i know i wont be able too. Once i'm back in the apartment from the hospital i decide to get a shower, i haven't had a wash since mikey was taken in. i turn the water on and undress, i take a glance at myself in the mirror. messy hair and smudged eye liner. i step under the running water shutting the glass door after me, it soon steams up inside the cubical. i run my hands through my hair letting the warm water pour over my face and i drag my hands down my chest as the water starts to soak my hair. It's under the cascading water that i brake. my body slowly falls down to the floor of the shower as the pressure of life comes down on me. the water hits the top of my head as i bring my knee's up to my face, sliding my body into the corner of the shower.
I cant stop the tears from trickling down my cheeks at the though of mikey wanting to die so badly, why cant i save him, why is nothing i do good enough.
I'm disappointed in myself for letting my emotions win. i need to be strong, strong for mikey but right now i feel like the weakest person alive. my body is completely numb.

After i finally found enough strength to pick myself up off the shower floor i crawl into bed, i'm still slightly wet as i wrap my self up in the covers. i reach for my phone and notice i have 12 missed calls from Frankie, i instantly ring him back.
BRING. BRING
he picks up before the third ring
"news?" i ask immediately
he laughs slightly "yes news" his adorable little voice "he's awake and well, however he cant feel his arm yet"
a huge smile grows across my face, "can i speak to him" i ask
"sure" he says handing the phone over to mikey
"hello, Gerard" mikey says trying to sound formal
"hello you" i reply my voice clearly letting mikey know how happy i am "mikey are you ok?" i start "i'm really sorry for forgetting to pick you up from school"
he interrupts me "Gerard you have nothing to be sorry for, i'm the one who's sorry" his voice starting to sound weak "and don't be sad that you wasn't here when i woke up because you was, i was just pretending to be asleep" he laughs lightly this time
"you little shit" i say jokingly trying to keep the light humour
"anyway Gerard, i thought me and you always told each other everything?" i become a little confused
"we do mikey" i answer
"then why didn't you tell me about your new boyfriend?" i'm shocked by his words but he continues "i quite like this one"
"i'm glad" i say with a slight giggle "i like him to" a smile across my face. who ever said he was my boyfriend anyway.

as i try to sleep that night my mind wonders, why did mikey say that? did Frankie say i was his boyfriend or was mikey just trying wind us up. i don't know but i hope its the first one. its late i should sleep

The next morning i'm woken by a knocking at the front door, oh god what time is it? i slide on some shorts as i'm only wearing boxers and head for the door. i turn the key and half open it to try and cover my body from the stranger
"did i wake you" its not a stranger, its Frankie
"hey" i'm happy to see Frankie but why is he here. he just walks in uninvited. oh ok.
"suits you" he whispers looking down at my shorts before walking of down the hallway. he seems very confident today, it only makes him more sexy.
i shut the front door and head off after him as he walks into my bedroom, he kicks his shoes off throws his jacket to the floor and climbs onto the bed, laying on top of the covers. he looks over at me as i stand in the door way and pats the bed next to him. i crawl onto the bed as well and lay next to him coping him and lying on my side with my head in my hand held up with my elbow.
"i just got back from the hospital, they're giving him treatment and said we should come back until tonight" his eyes roll over me before meeting mine
"he's ok right? i ask
"he' absolutely fine" Frankie say smirking
"why are you smirking like that"
"he said i was your boyfriend" i know he's referring to what mikey said over the phone
"i don't know where he got that idea from" i say looking away from him "i don't even like you" i say jokingly
i suddenly feel Frankie throw his body weight on top of mine as he suddenly straddles my now flat body
"what was that?" he whispers, a devilish look in his eyes, i stair up at him a little confused at his sudden dominance but i'm not complaining. i let my eyes roll over his skinny figure and when i ignore him he leans over to my ear "i said, what did you say?"
"i. don't. even. like. you" i whisper back into his ear before feeling the sudden sharpness off his teeth biting down on my ear lobe, with his body hunched over mine he slightly grinds his lower body against mine. i smile at his attempt of arousal
"i'l go then" he whispers starting to peal himself away from me.
"no" i say probably too quickly making me look more eger then i actually should be.
he smiles whilst looking down at me biting my lip, i take the silent opportunity to quickly roll us over so i'm the one pinning him down
"that's better" i whisper as i brush my fingers down Frankie's arm, his cheeks blush a little and before he has time to say anything i whisper
"so do you want to be my boyfriend?" the words were unplanned but i don't regret them
"of course i do" Frankie answers
i lean down and gently push my lips against his.

Frank's POV-
i don't think Gerard was suppose to let the both of us get that carried away but he'd just asked me to be his boyfriend of course i was excited.
as he kissed me i could help but to lean my head backwards and push my tongue up into his mouth, i wanted him to kiss me like he did before, and he did.
i reach one hand up and ran it through his hair stopping on the back of his head and gently pulling at it as we kissed i heard a small wine from from his lips as i pulled at his hair and i smiled against his lip
i guess he felt this because he lowered his lips and sucked on my bottom one, pulling at my lip ring, i moaned a little before kissing him again. he started adjusting himself in-between my legs and as he did i ran my hands down his bare back,
around his sides and then to his stomach, i held his hips for a while before sliding my hands under his shorts and boxers. i ran my hand along his smooth butt before moving around to the front.he moaned instantly but made me take my top off before i could go any further.
after he got my shirt on the floor i put my hand back into his pants, he had gotten harder so i slowly ran my hand over his hardening dick.
my other hand stroked his back as i continued to kiss him. i wrapped my fingers around his length for the first time and started pumping my hand, id never done it to anyone else before but i just did was i assumed felt good, i let my thumb roll over the tip a few times spreading the pre cum over his tip, his breathing soon increased and i liked knowing that i was making him feel good. he broke the kiss to catch his breath and i look down in-between our bodies to see my hand disappearing into his shorts i smiled before looking back up into his eyes. as he stared at me intensely i pumped my hand a little faster, his facial expressions started changing, with pleasure i assumed.
i felt one of his hands reach down to start undoing my jeans, his quickening breath suggested he was struggling so my free hand reached down to help, after we got them undone he started trying to pull them down, it was like he couldn't wait. i liked knowing he wanted me, i wanted him too.
i pulled my hand out of his shorts and arched my back off the bed letting him pull my jeans off my butt and down my legs as he kneels up in between them now. i looked up at him as he bite his lip letting his eyes roll over me his dick noticeable through his shorts now. he leaned over on his knee's so his face was near my stomach he started kissing my skin as his hand wrapped around the waistband on my boxers and starting to pull them down. once they were off he used his hand to push my dick towards my stomach, i moaned out as he licked once up the length. he then went down to my balls licking and sucking them for only a few seconds before lowering.
His hands on my hips drag me closer to him as he pulls my legs over his shoulders, i tilt my head backwards into the bed as he tilts my body in that way. i moan out loudly when i feel him pushing his tongue into my hole it was a strange type of pleasure one i'd never felt before. he started laping his tongue over and over, trying to push it in further each time, it felt so good, i reached my hand into his hair pulling it lightly showing that i enjoyed it very much.
he pulled his face away a little but i kept my eyes closed, he dragged my body to the side of the bed a little and heard him ruffling through his bed side drawers.after a few seconds he carried on pushing his tongue into me, widening me slightly and my moans became louder and constant. a few minutes later he stopped again but i soon felt the extreme coldness of the lube against my skin, i was excited but still extremely nervous. i heard his voice
"this might hurt a bit at first"
i didn't say anything back i just kept my eyes closed tightly before feeling Gerard push his finger inside me, i screamed out loudly my hand grasping the bed covers tightly, my face screwed up a little.
he didn't stop he continued to push it further and my chest pumped viscously as it hurt more then a bit.
"your ok baby" Gerard whispered "you'l like it, trust me" his words weren't very convincing at this point. he started pulling the finger out now but he didn't stop he pushed it back in, then out, back in, out, and carried on until his finger was making simultaneous thrust inside me.
it became good after a while, and my breathing calmed down a little until Gerard pushed a second finger inside. i screamed again i think i heard Gerard laugh a little but i dismissed it. i wonder if he had ever been with a virgin before
"frank, i'm so hard for you" Gerard whispered before licking over my balls, he started lowering my body on the bed again and used his free hand to grab my dick, he wrapped his mouth around me and started sucking. double the pleasure. his fingers continued thrusting inside me building up a rhythm. soon a third finger was enter, this one was extremely painful and it definitely stretched me. after a few minutes of the same thing
"do you think your ready for me baby" Gerard whisper
i definitely wasn't talking much and i just nodded my head as i assumed he was looking at me, i wanted to feel him inside me so badly.
and i did
he spread my legs widely and leaned over my body, i opened my eyes now to see his little concerned face looking down my body, he used one hand to hold the base of his hard dick and the other to cup under my lower back and pull me upwards slightly.
"this is definitely going to hurt" he whispered as he lowered his face closer to mine, i liked how he warned me, it could have seen a little corny but he wasn't lying, it did hurt, it hurt a lot.
he used more lube to get inside me and it was extremely painful to be stretched to his size but Gerard was clearly enjoying it as he could hardly hold his moans in.
once he was fully inside me he brought his hands up to each side of my face and looked down at my bright red face, i could feel myself tightening around him and he moaned out before kissing my lips. i kissed him back passionately as he tried to thrust,
"oh god Frankie" he whispered "so tight"
i don't even know if that's a good thing or a bad one but he continued, it took a few minutes to become enjoyable but when the thrusts became easier Gerard lowered his lips to my neck and sucked on the skin. i think he was trying to hide his moans but as he did he left multiple purple marks on my skin. fuck. at the time though it felt so good, i ran my hands down his back before scraping my nails back up his skin. he lifted his head a little off my neck and started thrusting faster the increased speed felt good, really good in fact i wrap my hand around the back of Gerard's neck as he increased the speed again. i moaned out loudly
"yes, there" the word left my mouth without my permission but Gerard didn't say anything he just continued doing the same thing, my breathing increased dramatically an my body started to tense up, i tightened again and Gerard let out a loud groan. this sent me over the edge of pleasure and i ejaculated all over my own stomach, my body sweaty and warm, i think Gerard could feel me orgasming because i tightened quickly around him and he climaxed inside me.
Gerard pulled out of me and let his body flop on the bed next to mine, i turned my body sideways slightly and curled my body up against his, i wrapped an arm around his stomach whist resting my head on his chest.

i don't think Gerard was suppose to let the both of us get that carried away but he'd just asked me to be his boyfriend of course i was excited.

Notes

smut. smut everywhere
probably not the best at writing smut but i tried
sorry about any spelling mistakes as always
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