The amount of pills I'm taking, counteracts the booze I'm drinking

Frank-
Well i can officially say i missed my appointment with Ed. I hope he doesn't mind too much, i mean i had much more important things to do.
It's now Wednesday morning and i have nothing to do, mikey's at school and Gerard has work. i'm suppose to be looking for a job but al i've done today so far is play on my guitar, if i could id join a band right now, but no my parents would never let me. they wouldn't even let me have this guitar until i begged for about 8 months and then i still had to teach myself how to play it. I'm probably not as good as mikey but maybe one day he'll show me how to play better.
Well i'm completely bored now and i cant let my mind wonder because that's when the dark thoughts creep up on me. Ed says i should always keep my mind occupied so i don't think about the bad thoughts.
I pick up my phone, ok well Gerard is the only person on my mind right now, ill text him, ive never texted him before but after last night i don't think he will mind. i send a message saying:
"hey, i'm bored, what time do you finish?"
while i wait for a reply i tun on some music, the best thing about both my parents being at work is that i can have my music on as loud as i like. I go downstairs to make a snack and when i come back to my bedroom i have a text message. i open it:
"Frankie, you shouldn't text me when i'm at work but i finish at 2"
i smile as i read through the text i message him back saying:
"well why are you reading this then? anyway do you want to do something later?"
this time he replys back almost instantly:
"sure, meet me outside Ray's at 2"
Rays in the cafe where Gerard works, i look at my watch, it's 12 now and its going to take me a half an hour bus journey to get there so i should probably shower now.

Gerard's POV-
I was just washing the dishes as normal when i heard *beep beep* coming from the pocket in my jeans. i wiped my hands dry before puling out my phone, its a text from frank, why is he messaging me at work? does he miss me? i'd miss me if i was him after last night. i text him back and put my phone away.
when it goes off the second time my manager hears it "Gerard that better not be your phone."
"it's not " i lie before turning my back towards him and looking at my phone.
I text frank back this time making plans with him to meet me after work so we can do something.
I finish like 10 minutes early so i decide to just wait outside for frank, pulling out a cigarette and lighting it up, i hope frank hurries up i don't want the people inside thinking i'm a weirdo stood out here alone.
when he finally turns up ten minutes late he greets me with a hug. yes he's definitely missed me. "i'd be mad that your late if you wasn't looking so extremely sexy" i say letting my eyes roll over Frankie's figure as i bite my bottom lip.
"shut up Gerard" he reply's. that all he ever says he can never take a compliment, i honestly don't think he realises how stunning he is.
"what shall we do then?" he asks
"movies?" i say looking over at the cinemas. Frankie nods and so we start walking over there.
when we get inside we have a little disagreement on what to watch but of course i let him win. I don't even know the title of the film and i don't care to watch it. i just watch Frankie watching it. i know he's getting nervous because every time he looks at me and realises i'm staring he whisper "watch the film" while his cheeks blush. I cant help but to smile seeing him this happy.
When the movie ends we walk out and back towards ray's where my car is parked, i look down at my watch 16:30 shit mikey will be home from school, i've forgot to pick him up. As me and Frankie get into the car i look over at him "do you want to come to mine?" he looks back at me like i'm a paedophile
"i've forgot to pick mikey up from school so i need to say sorry straight away" i tell him
"okay" he says finally with a smile
and just as i'm about to start to car i feel Frankie lean over to me and kiss me on the cheek, the sides of my lips curl up into a smile and i know Frankie will be blushing so i don't look at him i just smiled as i started he car and started driving.
it took us about 20 minutes to get back to mine, we only spoke a few times and that was about the movie which i wasn't even watching so i couldn't really contribute in the conversation, i just listened to Frankie talk.
When we got out the car you could see the sun just about to start going down it was quite beautiful actually. i walk in through the front door and watch as Frankie follows me inside then shuts the door behind him.
"i'm home mikey" i shout down the hall way. there's no answer
i look at Frankie confused. "mikey" i shout louder, when there's no reply again the panic starts
setting in.
i run down the hall and into mikey's room, he's not there but his backpack is, thats when i know.
I run into the bathroom and instantly scream at the top of my voice. "mikey" tears starting to form in my eyes. i crouch down by his body which is laid on the floor next to a razor, his arms have several deep open wounds on them all pouring with blood.
Frankie runs in behind me, overcome with shock to see mikey slowly ding on the floor. i look up at him as tears trickle down my face, im so scared.
Frankie suddenly turns into this hero mode and quickly takes his shirt off, at first i'm confused, i don't think right now is a good time to be getting naked. he keels on the other side of mikeys body and shouts to me "take your shirt off" without even thinking i do as he tells me "copy me" he whispers as he grabs his shirt and wraps it around the cuts on mikeys arm, tying it tightly then using his hand to press down on the now covered up wounds. "you need to keep pressure on it" he tell me as i copy his every move.
"i'l be right back gee, look after him" Frankie whispers as he gets up and walks out the bathroom. i reach my other arm over mikey and hold the other t-shirt, i rest my head on his chest and whisper against his shirt "why mikey" knowing he cant answer me.
I hear Frankie's voice from inside the next room he's asking for an ambulance its at that moment when i realise Frankie's a hero.
He comes back in the bathroom and back around to the other side of mikey taking hold of the shirt and adding pressure again. "dont worr gee, they'll be here soon, they'll save him" Frankie's words are conforting but all i can say back is "gee" as i realise Frankie just gave me a nickname. my head still laid agaisnt mikey as i contiune to quitely sob into his shirt.

Notes

oh gosh this was so hard to write
sorry about any spelling mistakes as always
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