i feel as if i must be heavy but Gerard doesn't seem to struggle with my weight at all, he starts walking with me still in his arms, i press my lips against his before moving them down onto his now bare chest and neck, running my tongue over his skin teasingly as he carries me to his bedroom. he kicks open the door and throws me on the bed before climbing over the top of me and kissing my stomach making his way up to my chest, neck and to my lips. i run my hand through his hair as he adjusts his body so his legs are inside mine, he brakes for air for a second, i watch as he rolls his eyes over my body, honestly i became a little embarrassed but tried to dismiss it by grabbing Gerard's face, making him look into my eyes and kissing him again.
as we kiss i feel his hand slowly sliding down the bare skin on my chest and stomach before reaching my jeans, he doesn't stop he continues to run his hand down and over my bulging jeans, he grabs at my dick over the jeans playfully and i moan against his lips loudly, i'm extremely turned on.
he stops kissing me for a second as he concentrates on undoing my skinny jeans but when he's done it he kisses my lips hungrily again, i feel his hand sliding back down to my bulging boxers and inside my jeans, i can feel his touch much more clearly now thought only the thin material. i moan again and as my breathing increase my chest starts pumping heavily. he smiles into the kiss as he notices this, god i cant take the build up any more.
"Gerard, i want you" i whisper in between small kisses, his eyes light up as if me saying it was a pass to go further, he starts kissing down my body, he reaches my hips and i become extremely embarrassed as i feel his lips trailing over my self harm scars. fuck. i always forget about them ugly scars, however he doesn't seem bothered by them, he just continues
he sits up for a second pulling my jeans down and off my feet before letting my boxers follow, throwing them off the bed.
butterfly's fill my stomach as i realise i'm naked, i've never been with any one before and didn't have a clue what i was doing, his eyes roll over my body and my cheeks blush red, his adorable smirk spreads across his lips "god i knew you were beautiful Frankie" he whisper "but not this beautiful" he say before leaning down and kissing my hip bones. his teasing kisses are driving me wild and i groan out as i feel his hand reach down and cup my balls, he plays with them softly before kissing down the length of my dick. my breathing increases even more now. oh god, his hand continues massaging me while he uses his tongue to tease my tip, licking up the pre cum. i groan out again, i'm so obviously a virgin, i think to myself
with his other hand Gerard holds me up by the base and slowly wraps his mouth around my tip, i instantly buck upwards into his mouth, he smirks the tiniest bit before moving his hand from my balls to my hips, pinning them down to the bed.
he slowly lowers his warm wet mouth down on my dick, taking as much as he can, i want to thrust, i want to thrust so badly.
then he slowly makes his way back upwards taking me out his mouth, i think he looked up at me at this point but i had my head tilting backwards into the bed with my eyes closed.
he wrapped his mouth around me again and started sucking, slowly starting to pick up some speed. taking me right to the back of his throat where it tightened.
After about a minute his hand moved away from my hip and i instantly started thrusting upwards into his mouth i couldn't help myself,
i reached my hands down and played with his hair gently,
i must have thrust a little too deep this time because i felt Gerard gag, it only turned me on more though, i was practically on the edge of cuming when he pinned my hips down again and pushed his mouth as far down as he could and held me in the back of his throat, the extreme pressure caused me to reach my climax quickly. i scream out as i did pulling at his hair a little bit before hearing him swallow what i had just left in his mouth. he wiped his mouth with his hand before crawling back up to me, my face must have been bright red when he placed his head on my chest, he just laid there i didn't know what to do or say as i tried to calm my breathing.
i suddenly felt his warm breath against my chest "i love you Frankie"
"i love you too" i whisper before even realising what i've said
i reach my arm down to him and cuddle him as we both just lay there

Notes

sorry about any spelling mistakes as always
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