The amount of pills I'm taking, counteracts the booze I'm drinking

Frank-
Shit i need to be quick, Ed hates it when i'm late, It's Tuesday which mean another trip to the psychiatrist. If i hurry I'll have enough time to go over to Gerard's and get mikey first and i might as well because me and mikey have Ed on the same day.
i pull on some jeans, a black shirt and a dark denim jacket, i search for some shoes, i pull on some old worn out converse and head out the door. i reach into my pocket, plug my ear phones into my phone, put them into my ears and start playing my music.
Surprisingly it didn't take long at all to get to Gerard's apartment, probably because i was concentrating on the music not the time and i took loads of short cuts.
i walk up to Gerard's front door stuffing the ear phones into my jeans pocket before knocking on the door. Gerard answers it.
"Frankie" he says loudly with a smile
"come in" he says walking into the front room wanting me to follow him, i do and i shut the door behind me before throwing my self onto the sofa next to Gerard.
"where's mikey?" i ask "i've come so we can walk to the psychiatrist together" i tell him
Gerard starts laughing instantly. "what?" i ask confused
"aw sorry Frankie, mikeys already set off walking" he tells me, i look around a little shocked
"oh" i say feeling a bit stupid i didn't think about what i would do if mikey had gone with out me. i don't know what to do know.
Gerard laughs at me a little, i look over at him to see his teeth biting down on his bottom lip.
"what?" i ask as he continues to chew his lip
"you look hot today Frankie" he says letting his eyes take a lingering look over my body slowly.
i feel my cheeks starting to blush and i look away as i always get a little embarrassed when Gerard complements me.
"shut up" i whisper standing up off the sofa and walking over to the window
"what's wrong with that Frankie" he asks standing up also
"nothing" i whisper looking over my shoulder at him. i start to just stair out the window its a nice view, then suddenly i feel Gerard's hands wrapping around my sides and onto my stomach, he places his head on my shoulder with his lips near my ear.
"tell me Frankie" he whispers "tell me why i shouldn't say you look hot" his voice against my ear drums sends chills down my spine.
i tilt my head sidewards a little letting my cheek rub against his
"your so beautiful" he whispers into my ear before kissing my ear lobe, i smile instantly running my hands down to his and putting mine on top playing with his fingers.
his kisses start spreading from my ear down my neck a little, i tilt my head a tiny bit as he does, he uses his hand to move my hair as he kisses along my jaw line. and that feeling in my stomach starts spreading across my body again, i turn my face toward his and let his lips find mine, he kisses me hungrily on the side of my lips and chin.
i turn around so i'm facing him letting his hand move to my lower back as i tilt my head and lean into his lips, i kiss him passionately letting him push his tongue into my mouth, letting him explore with his tongue, his body pushes mine backwards a little against the window frame and a moan falls into the kiss.
one of my hands holds Gerard's cheek as we kiss the other runs down his back, as we kiss i feel his hands grab the edges of my jacket, pulling it backwards, i guessed he wanted me to take it off so i pealed it off my arms while still kissing intensely. once its off i let it fall to the floor as it does Gerard pulls away from the kiss to catch his breath, he presses his forehead against mine while staring into my eyes, i want him, i want him now.
i lean into him again kissing him powerfully while running my hand through his long messy hair, his lips start to move down to my neck again but he goes lower this time, onto my collar bone, or god that feels good, he sucks and bites at the skin leaving a small purple mark as he does, as he kisses back upwards to find my lips he runs his hands up the inside of my shirt tugging at it when he meets my face, i lift my arms into the air and let him pull my top of over my head, he throws it to the floor. i look into his eyes and see complete lush, i smile before kissing his neck this time, returning the favour of the small love bite, he moans out which only fuels my kisses, i think Gerard definitely liked this as i soon felt his erection against my hips.
my hands which were holding his lower back wrap around the edge of the cotton shirt and start pulling it upwards, he follows my movements and rises his hands in the air, i bring my hands round to his front and pull his shirt off, throwing it to the floor also. i feel him bringing his hand around to the back of my thighs as we continue to kiss passionately, he puts them on my butt and squeezes tightly, i moan into the kiss a little and i feel him smiling against my lips, he pushes my body against the window frame again and before i know it Gerard's picked me up and i've got my legs wrapped around his hips.

Notes

sorry about any spelling mistakes
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