The amount of pills I'm taking, counteracts the booze I'm drinking

I am slowly woken up by the bright sunlight which is peering through my bedroom window, i turn to look at my alarm clock. 10:18 am, "shit I'm late." i jump out of the bed almost falling over as i run towards the bathroom, hurrying inside of it quickly i take a glance at myself in the slightly dusty mirror. I run my hands through my thick black locks "i need to get this cut" i mumble before combing through it and shaking my head slightly. Looking back up a the mirror i realise i look like shit, i shouldn't of stayed up all night, i worry too much. i pick up my eye liner applying it as steadily but as quickly as possible. i speedily put some clothes on, black skinny jeans and a plain dark blue shirt before sliding my grey converse on picking my car keys up and heading out the door.
It's only when I'm driving that i realise how hungry i am, i look over at the time 10:45 "shit" its going to take me half an hour to get to the hospital. i promised Mikey i wouldn't be late again. However i reach the hospital parking lot sooner then i expected. i park up grab a ticket and head for the big front doors at the entrance of the hospital. I'm only 10 minutes late to visiting hours i hope mikey doesn't notice. Walking down the hospital wards is horrible, seeing all the ill people laying still in there probably uncomfortable beds but when i reach the ward mikey's staying on i speed up, running over to his bed pulling back the curtain which hangs around him and moving closer to him to hug him. He hugs me back but he has a disappointed look on his face. fuck he realises I'm late "sorry I'm late mikey" i say quietly pulling out of the hug and looking at his face. "i hate it here Gerard" mikey whispers looking down a the floor as we sit on the edge of the hospital bed. "don't worry" i say a small comforting smile growing across my face "you'l be out of here in no time" i tell mikey trying to cheer him up before hugging him tightly again. i feel his clutch around me tighten "promise" he whispers, i softly nod my head.

Notes

First time fan fiction writer.
sorry the first chapter is so short, it will get better.
i'm not the best at this but i thought i would try
after reading so much frerard fan fiction myself.