Everything I loved, went up in flames
God help me...
10th April 2013
They were on the plane, saw us and dragged us off of it and took us back to the place where the girls and I were held hostage.
They opened the door to the room and pushed me in it; not realising until I hit the floor that the rest of the girls were missing.
“Ray! Did you do this?!” Gerard yelled at a cowering Ray.
“No! I swear! I took Billie… and that’s all I know,” Ray said shakily.
“Are you lying?” Mikey said angrily, and with help of Gerard, they both threw him on the floor next to me.
“Ray!” I screamed as his head hit the floor and he was knocked out. “It was me okay! I did it! I untied one of the girls and told her to untie everyone else and get the fuck out of here. They didn’t deserve it…” I said, tears streaming down my face.
I calmed down a little before speaking again. “Please; let me go… I’ll do anything,” the guys looked shocked for a moment before smirking evilly.
“You can join us or we’ll kill little Ray over there,” Frank said, pointing to Ray.
I gasped. “I can’t join you… It’s wrong of me to do so!” I exclaimed.
“Okay… Gerard, go get the gun,” Mikey said and Gerard nodded, walked out of the door and a couple seconds later, came back, a gun in hand.
“Can I do it Gee?” Frank asked, jumping up and down like a little boy when they’re getting candy.
“Okay Frankie; go ahead,”
Frank walked over to us and put the end of the gun against Ray’s head. “NO!” I screamed. “You can’t do this; it’s blackmail! If you’re just gonna kill Ray if I don’t join you… I only have one choice,” I said, getting up and walking over to Gerard and Mikey. “I’ll join you,” I whispered.
“Okay then. You’ll make your first kidnap tonight. We’ll go to a bar and you have to flirt with a guy and get him wasted. Then you make your move. Got it?” Mikey whispered. I nodded in response and the brothers walked out of the room.
Frank still knelt by Ray with the gun still pointed at his head. I knelt beside Frank and touched his shoulder. “You don’t need to shoot… I’m joining you,” I muttered.
But before I could take the gun away; he pulled the trigger…
