Everything I loved, went up in flames
How inconvenient... and shocking!
2nd May
~Billie’s POV~
Tyler’s been here for 3 weeks now and he obviously doesn’t realise that he’s never gonna be okay. I raped him; they beat him. They probably did so much more… But because I’m here and I kiss him every day for they guys entertainment, he still tells me he’s gonna be fine because of me.
He still thinks I love him…
Frank and I have been together for almost 3 weeks now and he doesn’t mind me kissing Tyler because he knows that Gerard will kill me if I don’t ‘entertain’ them. I’ll never get out of this alive…
I’m also pregnant… with Frank’s child. Frankie booked a scan for next week and on the 12 week scan, I get to find out the gender. I really want a girl, as does Frank… I made Tyler put a condom on because I didn’t want him to be the father to my baby because I don’t love him…
Frank, Gerard, Mikey and I have all kidnapped more people. The guys kidnapped the girls and I got more guys. There were 6 girls and 6 boys now. Seeing as I was kidnapping the guys on my own and there are 3 guys kidnapping the girls, I was doing pretty well… although, ‘well’ doesn’t exactly sound like the right word for this situation; more like: I was on par with them…
6 girls and 6 guys; maybe they’ll hook up… if they ever get out alive…
The guys were planning to kidnap more girls tonight and I was to ‘grab’ the boys… we were gonna go to a night club, but our drinks would probably get spiked; we couldn’t risk being so paralytic that we couldn’t even walk home, so we decided on a restaurant.
The plan was to each sit at a two-seater table and grab one person each, buy them dinner, take them outside, kiss them and well, you know the rest. Frank was gonna drive and we were getting there for 7:00pm so I had almost 2 hours before I needed to get ready.
Gerard, Mikey, Frank and I sat in the kitchen and were making casual conversation about what we were gonna wear and the ‘formation’ in which we were all going to sit. The formation was so we could all see one another so we knew when to go.
We walked in and on the table next to mine, with another girl was the first guy I fell in love with…
“Ray…” I said and he looked at me, utter guilt and shock present on his face.
