It's Hard to Say I Love You for the First Time (Frerard) *ON HOLD*

I run over to Gerard in a big leap. I already feel tears leaking and sliding down my cheeks. I kneel down next to Gerard and my arms are shaking and they don't know where I go. I finally decide to shove one hand I my pocket and call 9-1-1. My other hand strips if my jacket and curls it ini a ball and places it over Gerard's he'd to form some sort of bandage to attempt to stop the bleeding.

"Hello 9-1-1. What's your emergency?" I her the lady ask over the phone.

"MY BEST FRIEND JUST GOT HIT BY A CAR!!!!!!!!! PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!" I scream into the line.

"Sir please calm down and tell us your location please." She says calmly.

I tell her the street we are at and she says she sent an ambulance.

"Oh My God!" I hear Pete scream. I look at the car and see Pete coming out of it.

Holy crap.... Pete might have killed Gerard!

"Pete! Go to the house eight houses down and get a guy named Mikey! GO!" I yell at him, I'll deal with him later.

He runs an I realize that his upper arm I starting to gush blood.

I curse under my breath multiple times and decide to take off my shirt. Why the hell did it have to get freezing in October this year?

I wrap it around his arm and I wait for the paramedics.

"Please don't die. Please don't die." I say multiple times until I hear sirens.

I look up and see them coming this way and fast. They stop about ten feet away and people start running out.

"Sir please move." I hear a man ask.

"No! I can't let him die!" I scream.

"Get this kid off of him!" He yells and I feel two people pulling me away from him. I watch as people surround him not letting me see him.

I start screaming while crying and people start to come out of there houses to see what is going on. In a matter if minutes Pete is back but with no Mikey.

(A/N I am pretty sure I said that Mikey was Gerard's brother in the letter but I'm not sure but anyway let's just pretend I did.)

I look back and see that people are surrounding the scene. I start to scream even more as I cry even more. I hear people saying that Gerard and I are probably dating and that's why I am so hysterical.

I see Gerard being lifters up on the gurney and wheeled into the ambulance. I see my shirt and jacket laying in a pool of Gerard's blood on the ground.

I scream super loudly and and squirm out If the paramedics grasp. I run to my clothes and pick them up. I start running after the ambulance while people make a path for me.

After about three minutes if running I am in a road where cars are driving non stop and I break down and begin to scream and cry realizing Gerard May already be dead.

Notes

I'm am so sorry!