It's Hard to Say I Love You for the First Time (Frerard) *ON HOLD*

When we got to school two minutes later Gerard put me down and he didn't even seem tired.

"Your not tired?" I ask him.

"Nope. Frankie you weigh like 90 pounds." He says while smiling at me.

I blush, and just laugh. The bell rings and we go to first period. I am so happy we have it together. Math used to suck, but Gerard is really smart and he helps me with it. While the teacher is talking I look over at Gerard and he seems very bored. He takes a piece of paper of out his notebook, and he folds it into a paper plane.

I reminded me of this morning when he left it in front of my house. I made me smile, and then I remembered when he carried me, and how I felt about him.

I 'like' Gerard. I like him more than I should. I like, like him. I notice I am staring at him, and I look away and blush. A couple of minutes pass and I feel something slide next to my arm. I look down and see the paper plane Gerard made with my name on it.

I look at him and he smiles. I smile back I I look at the plane and open it.
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I like you Frankie.... thanks for being my first friend. u

When I see how carefully he wrote this and how much I know he means it I can't help but smile, and blush.

He is an amazing person, and I would probably be really lonely without him. I mean I know I have Pete but he is more like a brother to e than I friend, which is another reason why I don't think it is a very good idea for us to ever go out.

I look at him and smile. I mouth "Thank you too," and he blushes.

God, this guy is freaking cute.

The bell rings, and Gerard and I are the last to leave. While we are walking out I hear Gerard talk.

"I meant it Frankie. Your my firs friend and I can't thank you enough for it."

"Gerard its nothing. It feels awesome to have you as my friend and you are super cool, and I really like you." Oh shit. I hope he didn't notice that.

"Thanks Frankie."

I guess he didn't.

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The end of the day comes and Gerard and I at lunch agreed we would walk home together.

We are walking talking a little about Green Day, when he says something I get nervous about.

"Frankie are you gay?"

Notes

Yes! Two updates in one day!

I know I put this in the comments but I have friends t school, (like 9 out of 1500, because everyone else doesn't like me because I just don't want to talk to them, and they wear shorts to short and they are just SUPER mean to me and my friends and they call us weird, and emos, and they stand out because we are ourselves and not like them, haha sorry about my ranting)

But you guys mean sooooo freaking much to me, and I just want to tell you how much you mean to me! Thank you for everything. You votes, subcription, and YOUR SUPER DUPER AMZING COMMENTS THAT MAKE ME SMILE, AND LAUGH, AND THEY MAKE ME FEEL LIKE A PERSON THAT MATTERS!!!!

THANK YOU!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!