It's Hard to Say I Love You for the First Time (Frerard) *ON HOLD*

I look around and there is a body next to me, but it is dressed. Pete is sleeping there and I really hope it wasn't him in the dream. It gave me shivers just thinking about that night that happened last year.

*FLASHBACK*

"Truth or Dare?" Billie asks me. (A/N yes Billie Joe Armstrong)

I'm drunk and so is everyone else at this party including Pete.

"Dare!" I say louder than I need to.

"Make out with Pete!" He says and begins to laugh.

"That means tongue!" Billie adds.

I turn to my right and see Pete looking at me and he is totally wasted. I crawl over to him and lean over him. He looks up and licks his lips.

I seem to ignore the fact that he has a crush on me and decide to do the dare anyway.

I sit on his lap, straddling him and I put my hands on the back of his neck an bring him closer. Then I smash my lips into him and he wrap his arms around my neck to.

Everyone cheers and I move my hands to his face.

After about 15 seconds Billie yells "Tongue Frankie!" I pull my mouth back so everyone can see me put my tongue in his mouth. Everyone goes wild.

Including Pete.

He pushes me really hard onto the floor and climbs on top of me without breaking the kiss.

I think it's going to far when he puts his hand up my shirt. I don't know how to tell him to stop so I smack my hand on the floor multiple times until Billie tells him enough an to continue it some where else if we wanted to keep going.

We keep playing truth or dare but the only other dare I did was to hug a random person walking by and to eat a cracker that I had to stick in my pants.

It was about 2 a.m. when my mom called and told us to come home. When Pete and I were walking to my house we pass an alley and Pete suddenly pulls me in and pins me against a wall and kisses me. I put my hands on his chest and try to push him away but Pete is stronger than me and takes this a an opportunity to get closer to me. He doesn't even do anything to signal that he is about to stick his tongue in my mouth. I push harder by he doesn't budge.

Suddenly I feel something on my crotch and it grinds into me.

That's when it has to stop.

I pinch his chest really hard and he jumps back.

"What the hell! Pete it was a dare!" I yell.

"Well we were super drunk and I took it as an opportunity." He says.

"Whatever, let's go home." I say and begin to walk, putting my hands in my pockets.

It's an short awkward walk back to my place. Before we walk in Pete and I eat a mint and spray ourselves with a bottle of cologne I have hidden in the bushes outside the front door. We jumps around a little and then we walk in.

I walk past my moms room and her door is open so I peek inside and see that she is sleeping.

We go into my room a and we change into shirts and sweats. I let him sleep in my bed and I sleep on the floor. That was the day I realized that my best friend wanted me.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

Notes

IM SOOOOO SORRY I HAVENT POSTED IN FOREVER!!!!!!